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And I Say FU.CK IT!
Nothing important.
So last night I was in my room, just sitting there and suddenly everything hit me hard. I've realized that I've been really emo . . . almost so depressed lately. *Sighs* It has been a long long long time that I've broke down and cry like last night lol. Anywho, it has been so cold lately and I've been so sad. I have no one to talk to, the only person , ONLY PERSON I want to talk to won't pick up his phone. Geesh, I swear I'm not myself lately. It's like I can't let go of the past, but god damn . . . I TOLD MYSELF SO MANY TIMES TO JUST LET GO! Like, he fu.ck you over so many fu.cken times, but . . . but for some reason you still love him. WTH is wrong with girls and their feelings? I realized that I'm still holding on . . . holding onto NOTHING! 
I'm pushing every guys out there out of my life, I'm so mean to guys lately. It's like I'm still trying to stay faithful, but to who?
He's out there partying, drinking, nd probably fu.cking other girls; but I'm at home, still trying to piece this stupid broken heart together, still missing him like he did nothing wrong, and still hoping he ran back to me. Like seriously, that's ignorant of me, but still I do it. I guess . . . I guess I'm not as strong as I thought I would be, I can't find that strength I needed to move on. Or maybe, it's because he and I never really talked things through and I haven't found that closure or whatever you called it.
Blahhh. All I got to say is FU.CK IT! I would like to apologize to people in HP chat, for turning them so emo. I wanna apologize to that "ONE PERSON" in HP chat, for being so mean to him. Thank you for finally opening my eyes to made me realized how mean I have been to guys, thanks for making me realized that yes it's time to move on and find a new balanced to my life, and thanks for always trying LOL. I wanna apologize to that "mysterious guy" for . . . I don't know what, but I just feel like apologzing to you.
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November 9, 2010 - 4:27am
#2
Damn that's one very long blog. Many times it's better to just move on. It sucks when someone loves another and it doesn't work out. I can guarantee you that you will probably always remember this person but that is what makes life so precious so that we don't waste it on people who doesn't deserve our time. Back to the basics Nerdy, your mind already knows what you need to do; don't let your feelings come up with excuses of why you shouldn't do it.
Some people think it's holding on that makes one strong- sometimes it's letting go
Take care and good luck. Just another stranger passing by in life 
November 9, 2010 - 8:18pm
#3
LOL if you think this is a long blog. You've seen nothing yet 
November 9, 2010 - 6:28am
#4
LOL@zz3333, oh you're funny dear. Thank you.
@Seasoned_HPer, I wonder who you could be. Thanks for the wise words. I'm guessing you made a profile just to comment this blog? I may be wrong, but oh welps. Enjoy your stay on HP.
November 10, 2010 - 4:32am
#5
well paj hli since you don't want me paj hnubing jk. I didn't make this profile just to comment on this blog. I made this profile just for you.
November 10, 2010 - 5:58am
#6
I don't remember telling you Hli is part of my name! WTH? Anywho hahaha LOSERRRR!!! Gimme your email. 
November 10, 2010 - 6:10am
#7
Awww Paj Hli os.... Did I make you blush???? I'm sorry....You're cute when you're blushing..
November 10, 2010 - 6:19am
#8
No you didn't! It was just acting! YO'RE GAY! THE END. 
November 10, 2010 - 6:19am
#9
Well they didn't let me send you my email through private messaging so kav liam os paj hnub es. OMG I've became so fobby after our chat that one day about flowers by the lake and weeds in the fields. I need to stop before I turn into something else. Hopefully it's not too late.
November 10, 2010 - 6:28am
#10
I got your first message! HAHAHAHA!!! They say I can send my message to you either. Buttah YOU ARE A FOB! What are you talking about? You failed at being ghetto, you failed at everything else, besides being a fob!
November 9, 2010 - 11:01am
#11
I believe tears are good once in a while, that is the reason why they exist, it expresses our emotions and releases the heaviness in our heart. A good cry is very much needed sometimes. It has always been heartbreaking for me to see others go through a difficult time with loved ones in their lives. When we genuinely love someone, it's hard to see that person becomes a part of our lives in such a crucial way that we can't fathom the idea of completely not having them present anymore. Nerdy, dear, I've never believed when others tell me that time will heal the pain, but it will. Remember that you are a beautiful woman, and deserve very much to be appreciated. If a guy fails to recognize your beauty, your strength, your flaws, then perhaps he doesn't deserve your attention as well. For now be gentle with your heart, care for it in time like this, listen to it and just embrace it tightly.
November 9, 2010 - 8:15pm
#12
:/ Times like those Just cry your eyes out. You don't need to be strong all the time. Was superman strong all the time? nope he wasn't. It's okay to feel lost at times. But don't do it soo much that you can no longer be found. Anywho kuv tus panou. you're still very young, don't think too much okay? It may sound erm stupid of me but just come into my heart? LOL Okay but seriously. I hope you feel better I love you mucho. And It is time to let go It may not be easy. Who ever said Love was easy?
November 10, 2010 - 12:19am
#13
You can call me if you want. I will talk to you. =)
Hrm...some things take more time than others. Eventually, it'll pass by you.
I'll cross my fingers for you.
November 10, 2010 - 5:56am
#14
Thanks Pa, Kathy, and Karen. Love you ladies.
November 10, 2010 - 10:33pm
#15
We love you too. =)
apologize to me too!!
dude, just keep your options open. get to know a few guys..then chose someone worthy to date...and youll get over ur fagg soon