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To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. Or maybe you really are just one person among billions. Geez, how bad can it get?
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Who will be/get married first?
Jang (Kanibeat)
14%
Luke (dis_guy)
19%
Pao (ECI)
9%
Chris (Tomato Sauce)
2%
Peter (Salavong Ninja)
30%
Rok (Rok)
26%
Total votes: 43
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Today was okay. I woke up feeling as crapy as I always am, but today I was exceptionally feeling lonely. I’m not sure why. And so I sat up in bed and just was lost in thoughts and memories. And here’s what I got to:
I’m willing to bring diamonds from the blazing sun. Willing to collect the pearls of the moon’s tears. Willing to dive for the sapphires from the heart of the sea. Willing to be all yours as you are all mines. All this for you, all of me is yours if only I can get one more glimpse of you.
I miss her so much. How can I wake up every morning to what feels like an empty bed? How can I start my day without her morning smile? How can I sleep at night without her cradling in my arms? Gosh, this is so unfair. But what keeps me going is her and what she left for me. The pain reminds me to do things to its fullest and the memories reminds me to live the life she would have wanted for me. All for me, from the beginning till the end and even afterwards. Was I that blind never to realize till now or just to selfish. I loved her dearly and miss her a lot, but what does that do for me? Does that get her back to life, back to me? All the questions I’ve been looking for, I realize now, has and always had one simple answer. But that simple answer is what I have not yet discovered.
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March 12, 2010 - 11:37am
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I agree with yummy_marshmallow. U do needa move on but I knoe that ur still hurting. Jus knoe that ur ex wouldve wanted u to be happie. It's oka to remember the past but u do needa let go, I'm learning this myself. We can't live inthe past kuz it'll jus hurt us more than help us. I knoe the feeling of waking up in the morning n feeling like there's something missing n then u realize that it's him/her. It hurts but we needa move on....
March 15, 2010 - 1:25pm
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hun, GET OVER IT. :@
The answers to your dilemma is that it is healthy to have flash back and cherish the memories once in a while, but the awful truth is that you are lingering yourself in the past. It is not healthy for a person to keep reminiscing the past while time is moving forward.
You may have a great love with that person, but that's only a love that you can only think about it but can't do anything about it. Your love may be great enough to the point where you believe that you cannot find anyone better than the previous one. But I don't blame you, because that's where we all face in life. But I believe that there's still happiness in you and your love relationship ahead of you.
I believe the past is keeping you away from focusing your life right now and the future. Maybe you should trying slowly to re-adjust your daily lifestyle, maybe some new changes may help you to develop a new you. Good luck.
Don't be a dreamer and live in your dreams.