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how are you like while you're with you're significant other's family?
shy
50%
dislike them
4%
comfortable
21%
talkative
14%
simply just stay away
4%
other/s
7%
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Before I go to work...

You know, it's funny how things work out. It started with her chasing me. -exert-

I pulled the E-brake and did a complete U-turn just to go back to her. I stopped my ways of flirting for her. Little did I know, my heart would fall for her fast. And now I'm the one chasing her. I'm the one watching her from the shadows. Our roles switch places. I thought that if I could turn myself around, I wouldn't appear as such a bad person to her. Since everyone else deemed me to be the worst at my job, or the best, which ever you consider.

But somewhere along the line of her and me, we lost our way. I wanted to stop for her, since I saw something special in her. Something worth stopping for. Someone you could cherish and hold. Someone that means the world to you. Someone to fall asleep with you on the phone. Someone to have dreams with you, fantasies, wishes, future-tenses.

I don't know what she's thinking right now. I'm not a mind reader, although at times, I wish I could read her mind. So it wouldn't so tough for me to understand what she's feeling. But that's not what I'm after. I hope she doesn't forget how it all started. That she doesn't forget our story and how far it has come along now.

The beginning of the story has started only, the rest of the pages are still blank. Still to be filled with our hopes and futures. With things that haven't happened yet. I hope that she can find it in her heart to make it through the hard times together. I know, I can be stubborn at times and her too alike.

You know, whenever I think of her, it reminds me. It reminds me of myself. Me and her are so alike, and at the same time, we're complete opposites. You see, the double connection. Most people say it's easier if people are alike, then others say opposites attract. For me and her, what I lack she has, what she lacks I have, what we both have, we cherish together.

She's still my apple at the top of the tree. The one I'm climbing for. The one that I'm swimming back to. The one that I fall asleep to after late night talks. The one that I love. The one that I miss. If you read this and you're not, help remind her. If you are her, know that I haven't forgotten you yet and I love you.

Well, it's that time of day again to go to work. So I better be going before I'm late. Good day to you all and wish me luck.

-Peter


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its been forever since ive talked to peter i misssss you petreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

"I say good day now"

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"claire yells out: MELLY! MELLY! MELLY ES!! PETER HLUB HLUB KOJ OS!!"

Laughing out loud

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I think 10 of his blogs are enough to conceive a message already. And I hope that message gets to her soon.

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Oh wow. Sounds like she's playing hard to get after she had your attention. I think you're being used. From my observation on the blog here and your other ones written in the past. This girl of yours sound like she's treating the relationship between you and her as a casual open relationship. I'm not saying that she's cheating or seeing anyone... but more like just minor dating rather than a committed love relationship. Because she can't even trust you with her own feelings.

I hope she is taking it seriously like you are too. Truthfully in my opinion, you being this committed... I think you deserve better man. Good luck. Don't let yourself get deluded from reality... think about it logically because sometimes... your emotions can be your own trickster.

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Quote:
think about it logically because sometimes... your emotions can be your own trickster.

Amen. The heart can sometimes overpower the mind. It's very hard to make them work hand-in-hand because usually one comes out on top of the other. Which is leading in your case, Peter?

In those eyes I look to see what worlds I can travel with you.

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Smile you two are made for eachother...

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY NUMBER 1 GF! HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY!!@ECI
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Peter, you're a smart guy, but it seems like you're not so smart in a relationship. Open your eyes and FLY AWAY! Just kidding, don't attempt to fly cause umm you'll fall. Yeah, FALL IN LOVE! haahaha I'm sorry, i need to stop joking around. I wish you two the best and MELLY, if you're reading this, your ass better stop and climb the tree with Peter. I love you two more than you two love each other. -put her hands up and say: praise the lord. AMEN-

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... Word.

MARYLiCiOUS©

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Dopey Cousin Tracy wrote:
Peter, you're a smart guy, but it seems like you're not so smart in a relationship.

What a diss to Peter. Shock
Love can make you do things that you have never expected.

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Erased Memories. <3
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*sighs* very touching peter. you and melly are so perfect together!

Yes, my default says that I SMACK! so BEWARE. ♥Masterkayo♥

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I'm Married to my Shoe. =]
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=[ liiFe

Hi boys and girls of Hp. =] liiFe

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I hate this. Seeing Peter happy made me happy but it seems as if he's a little down lately. He has come to the point where he probably has no idea what to do. I doubt it but I'm just saying. Anyways, to the girl whom he loves, Peter can't reach the apple on the top of the tree without your help. He'll do the climbing and you'll hold the ladder. It seems to me that you're letting him climb the ladder by himself. The apple is placed high on top and I'm pretty sure Peter's afraid to fall and break something. Please hold this ladder for him.

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That's exactly how I felt as well. Seeing him happy made me happy because we all knew how down he was at times until Melly came into the picture and changed that.
Hmmm, girls are very stubborn at times. And guys, at these times, can be just too nice.

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Hang on in there, Petey. =| It's another bumb on the road, but don't let that bump swerve you to a pessimistic end.

[ And ye shall fall by thy faults. ]

<333 Maivlis Vaj.

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The whole chasing game can get so tiring. It's always the case where one is chasing while the other runs. WTH! What happened to meeting halfway? Going head-to-head?

Peter, slow down and put on them brakes. It looks like you might be moving a little too fast for the lady there. I don't know much about you two but it looks like you are pushing her further than she's willing to go. Maybe she does like you but not just to the point where it's the same as you do for her. Will you wait? Or will you just keep confessing this and that hoping it'll convince her to deeply fall for you too? Seems like you do adore her plenty.

Word of advice...a real woman doesn't need to be reminded by a guy on how much he loves her. It's nice that you want to reassure her but it seems a little too much.

Time for the flirter to chase. Good luck boy!

In those eyes I look to see what worlds I can travel with you.

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Oh wow, so what I heard must be true.
I think I don't have to say much here since there's like five other users had already said pretty much everything here.

Relationship sucks ball, when a guy tell a gal that he likes her; she would go around thinking that no matter what will happen he'll forgive her at the end of the day.
But she doesn't know how much he's hurted, a pain that would be immeasureable by any value.
She'll make him have those funny feeling, those feeling of butterflies from the inside out.
He'll wait in the middle of the night for her phone call just to only hear her voice to put an ease into his mind knowing that she's doing fine.
While he remain truthful and devoted himself to make it work, she would go out and be who or whatever she pleases knowing that he will still be at the side-line.
When he finally have had it and call it a quit, she would come running back with twisted words to poison his thought.

When she's in a bad relationship, she would remember the one that had always waited for her to return to.
When she's the one crying silently in the middle of the night, he's out there drowning himself with alcohol erasing the pain away.
When she's laying on her bed alone having thoughts of what she could have had, he's out there getting laid.
When she wonder where is all the nice and thoughtful guys, when she wonder where did it all go wrong; that's when she would realized that the one she had brushed away had always been the one.

... Or vice-versa.
This is not meant to target anyone here.
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