i was going through mah email jus awhile ago and i came upon this. i had emailed it to mahself as kinda of a reminder of wat he and i had had in the past. i wanna share this wit all of you bc these few words that he had written means alot to meeh. i didnt write it nor do i take credit for this piece of writing. thanx for reading though. <3

Jul 27, 2010 4:44 PM

Subject: PLEASE READ!!!

Body: Why does hatred exist? Because love exist. Why do people hate

each other? because of peace. Then why do we even live? Thats for

everyone to know and for us to fine out.

Love is a game. People play love with each other interminably. Thats

why tribulation falls upon peoples heart. Understanding that, that is

the reason why i still walk alone in the darkness.

Walk alone in the darkness until i reach the sun. It took me forever

just to fine the real you. You and i joined hand to hand and go to a

new land. Its not because of fate that this happened. Its because of

us that we became like this.

Love at first sight? I dont believe in love. Ive throwned away my love

emotional to gain stronger feelings toward life. Experiencing in the

real world is a challenge but look at me now. I became unbelieveable

luminous in my own way. Thats why i continued walking alone in the

darkness until i reach the sun.

Reaching the sun is not about the destination. Its about the journey

to the destination. There is no end of story to people unless one life

has end. That is why you should stand tall and be yourself as much as

you can and gain those experience and use it to your own knowledge.

Im not good or smart. Im not the best, nor Im a hero. I became who i

am by experiencing and dealing with the real thing in life. Also,

walking alone isnt a good choice but i made my own determination to

keep on moving forward and make a difference between me and everyone.

It doesnt matter if i go home early or late. Not like i have anyone at

home waiting for me. It doesnt matter what i do in live. Not like i

have someone looking at me. Im not a loner nor im a loser. Im just

moving on to gain better grip of life.

No need to rush life. No need to show people what you can do. No need

to be in a hurry to gain happiness. Dont be serious with love. The

more serious you are with love the faster it will end. Love is a game

that people play.

I dont play love. Because i dont even believe in love. I dont play

girls. Because i never played a girl before. I dont go for the finest

girl. Because i dont even have one for myself. Thats why i walk alone

in the darkness until i reach the sun.

For the sake of our future this is farewell.

Im glad that you changed into a better person.

No love but tears inside my heart for you.

No matter what my heart will remain lock.

(i must be drunk for writing this)

-theeone&onlie