I feel like crying because I miss you two, Paul and Justin, I hate you two for leaving your little sister behind. When I look at the stars, it makes me cried because you have told me that when I am sad and alone and the both of you cant be there, to look at the stars because it will be like you two are watching over me. You also says that when we are miles apart, the stars will our connections and we will be looking out for each other. There is a lot of stars tonight, does that mean you two are up there looking down on me? I hope so, because I am down here looking up there. I miss you two so much. Happy birthday Paul, today is your 22nd and Happy late birthday Justin, you are such an old fart... you would have been 23. you two promise me that on my 20th birthday, we will be together to spend my birthday, I spent it alone without you two and it made me cried. I wish you two are here and with me. I wish you two are here to tell me everthing will be okay like you two always do. I miss you two so mcuh and its still hurt to loose both my older brother who has been more of a family to me than my family. Are you two taking care of yourself and being good? remember how we always snowboard every winter season since my freshman year. Remember how you two always brag about one day going to learn how to surf? will its hard and I suck at it. I wish you two could have been there with me. Paul and Justin, I really miss you two a lot. I hope one day when we meet, you two will remember me. I miss you two much.

Always,
Your Little Purple Dinosuar.