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Wassup! Okas so imma simple kinda gurl. I dnt like drama, but it always tends to find meeh. I reallie dnt care who u are bc if I dnt knoe u, then maybe I dnt wanna knoe u. Iono...jus a thought rite? Hehe. As u can tell, im kinda random at times..well all the time but chyea.. Haha. I talk about anithing n everything. Hrm....I likers fball n fishing. I'ed chose fishing over shopping aniday!! Lol. Uh...iono wat else to say so yuppers. Hehe. Note meeh if u wanna knoe anithing else. Hugs n kisses! Bye mah munchkins!!!
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Depressed
Hrm.. I haven't been writing ani good blogs lately. Erghh..sorrie for the laziness. Lols. I've been lagging alot lately. Iono.. Life isn't all that great atm.
Maybe it's jus laziness, but iono. I knoe that I haven't been concentrating all that much in skool n stuff, n I dnt reallie write ani blogs animore, n apparently, I've been a total bitch to everyone lately. *sigh* Iono wats wrong..
I think I'm jus depressed.. :/ It's hard to admit, but *sigh* it jus seems that way. Iono.. Hrm...
There are those days when I'm super happie kuz I getta talk/txt mah hubbie. Jus last Thursday, mah hubbie wrote meeh this letter. (I'll post it up as a blog later.) It was hella kute n after I read it, I was happie for the entire day. I couldn't stop smiling n laughing throughout the whole day.
I get that everyone has their moments when they're dwn or sad, but iono. I jus haven't been feeling rite lately.
I think about mah past n all I feel is regret. Regret for being the first one to move on n thus breaking our promise. Regret for breaking up with u n nt being patient. Regret for believing in ur stupid lies. Regret for nt being the innocent gurl that ppl think I am. Regret for nt being the perfect daughter like mah sisters are. Regret for nt being a good sister. Regret for being a crappy friend. Regret for everything...
I'm jus dne with everything. I'm tired n I've given up on life. There's no motivation or spark in mah life animore. Maybe I'm one of those ppl who need constant excitement in life. Erghh... *sigh* I'm dne with this blog... Mah blah moments come n go...
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May 12, 2010 - 8:03am
#2
*sigh* I guess. Iono...I jus feel at mah lowest rite nw...
May 12, 2010 - 8:08am
#3
Yup, that’s the feeling. You say your gonna do it, but you’re to lazy. You drag your feet when you walk. You feel like the whole world’s burden are on you shoulders. You mope and you’re moody. You snap at the smallest little things that annoys you. And at the end of each day you’re to worn out to fight anymore. Just want to lie down and never get up.
May 12, 2010 - 8:15am
#4
Dang...u've summed it up rite there. Hehe. I've been he'll moody lately. It's pissing everyone off. Haha
May 12, 2010 - 10:34am
#5
Depressed? Ahh, I dislike the feeling of being depressed so not cool. Lol, I try to avoid being depressed yet I got over it just for one simple person DX
No wonder, lol just kidding well feel better!
May 12, 2010 - 10:42am
#6
Thanks but I dnt feel better, jus blah.. 
Join the club. Depression has become my middle name. Life is hard and it sucks a lot. But still we have to drag ourselves from bed everyday to put up with another day full of crap. Looking back I can remember when I was at my prime. The happiest days of my life. Now, all I have is misery. Lol but right now I can still laugh about it seeing how terrible my situation is I can still smile and I think that’s what gets me going everyday. The people in my life annoying and so much more, but I wouldn’t trade them for anything, even if it’s for the past.
All my Love!!