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how are you like while you're with you're significant other's family?
shy
50%
dislike them
4%
comfortable
21%
talkative
14%
simply just stay away
4%
other/s
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For Him

The world is spinning round so slowly.
It's driving me mad, arms fold across my legs,
I imagine you here with me.

The world seem so cruel, so blinding.
You break into my white world with your darkness.
Bring contrast into my world.
I was scared at first but when you held out your hands,
You were the only thing I could see in the dark.
I held on and you pull me in.

I though I died, I really did, but I didn't though.
Your warm embrace, your soft voice, huge arms and tight hold,
I understood you and you understood me.
We could have been a happy two.

At last, we couldn't. Our time were short.
I told you, we can only be like this for awhile,
We are from different worlds, we can't co-exist.
But you held firmly and said it wouldn't happen.

It happened. Why couldn't stop it.
Like the shadow you are, you vanish out of my life.
You left my world in shades of gray.
Leaving me confuse,not sure if I'm suppose to be sad nor happy.

Again, sitting here alone, arms fold around my legs,
Watching the world spin round and round.
Maybe if I stick around long enough you'll appear again.
If the world was cruel, the world wouldn't have sent you here.

Thank you.

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You left me in an awe.

Green3r ME--
There's No End to a Beginning That Never Started

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who needs the world when I got you
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Thank you Green3r I tried lol.

I noticed there were some typos, dang.

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Aww! "when something beautiful ends, for whatever reason, it's most important not to be disappointed that it's over, but glad that it happened at all"

Yes, my default says that I SMACK! so BEWARE. ♥Masterkayo♥

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Yes Kayo,

I agree 100%. I met this wonderful man who change my life so fast in only 3 months. I should be happy I have met him. The time spent and knowledge shared, the warmth joy of being happy. I won't forget it. Smile

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Aww Pang, im so happy for you. Laughing out loud <3

Yes, my default says that I SMACK! so BEWARE. ♥Masterkayo♥

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You're happy that him and I broke up? XD jk. Thank you Kayo sama ^^

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TSOV TOM, made me feel bad for a sec there. :S lol, anywhooooooo!

Yes, my default says that I SMACK! so BEWARE. ♥Masterkayo♥

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Love is when you shed a tear&still want her,its when she ignores you&you still love her,its when she loves another guy,but you still smile&say I am happy for you,when all you really do is cry
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*speechless*... Big smile

"Be happie in everything you do in life, keep your promises, cherish everyone that comes and goes your way, and most importantly...remember to always smile for me..." -mai 03.22.10

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Haha, oh Mai. I'm guessing you can relate.

mai
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Love is when you shed a tear&still want her,its when she ignores you&you still love her,its when she loves another guy,but you still smile&say I am happy for you,when all you really do is cry
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always.. *sad*

"Be happie in everything you do in life, keep your promises, cherish everyone that comes and goes your way, and most importantly...remember to always smile for me..." -mai 03.22.10

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FROM HIM.

The wave comes and goes crashing the shore with melodic sound.
Echoing thunderously in an unpredictable manner.
Yet such it is a beautiful sight to make an astound impact.
Amidst the darkest time, the heart of a pure soul act as a scanner.

And bloom a butterfly from it's confinement.
Let it glow, let it glow through the right alinement.
Floating freely to tangle with the wind of entwinement.
Dash on and overcome one's obstcale of entrapment.

For time is the essence of healing and growing.
Darkest day will comes to an end with flowing white.
Close all sense of attachment and allow a heart take flight.
Darkest day will comes to an end with brightest light.

I'm tired now. =0)

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^ For you

At last it shines and brightens; the world I've once known has returned to me. Caressing the warm sand, the sun beats on my pale skin, whispering breathlessly. The world of lies has died and I am finally free. I held my fist up high in chains and spot a pair of spare keys. You never planned on making me suffer.

Grasping unto the new world, embracing the lights that shone onto the tiny crystal rocks, fragments of hope sparks inside. I thought, just that alone, I hoped, I already knew, I said, someone, I question, simply somewhere, I nodded, was still breathing.

Putting on a pair of good shoes, I begin following the tracks you left behind. With a sense of adventure and curiosity, I wonder what this route will lead me to. A world of new sensation, a chance to resonate, and another opportunity at life, this is truly a blessing from God.

I’ve followed this trail of memoir. Every step brings life, emotions, and enlightenment. You’ll still be there, won’t you? I know I will.

Okay, my brain's dead. ._.

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WHOAAAAAAAAAAA. =]

Yes, my default says that I SMACK! so BEWARE. ♥Masterkayo♥

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My lame commento is nothing compare to his response. >_<; nws too good!!

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Very Interesting. =]

Yes, my default says that I SMACK! so BEWARE. ♥Masterkayo♥

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Lols!
I'll write some more when I feel like it.
=0)