I didn't see it happen
I didn't know it'd be this way
My faults are unseen
As I hide this guilt behind me
Do you see those withered roses to the side
That are wishing and wanting for the shining light?
In this world that is full of nothingness
Is there such thing as forgiveness?
Do you see the dark abyss in front of you
Getting deeper and deeper each second?
It's like a never-ending path that leads to nowhere
Where's the new doors that I awaited for for so long?
Where's the light that I yearned for for all this time?
I'm standing here in a pool blood
Not ever knowing that my heart has bled to death
Yet, I'm still alive, how can this be?
I'm a living corpse that's cursed to live a hundred more years
To endure the pain, suffering, and sorrowful tears
Is this life as I know it?
What happened to my ever-lasting happiness?
Lessons learned, mistakes forgotten
This grudge is growing more and more
The pain, the scars
My body's temperature is hotter than the Earth's Burning Core
Bursting into flames in the inside as I fake a smile on the out
This is my glass mask that fools everyone without a doubt
These painful memories, I try to erase them as I move on
I try to search for the happy memories, but they seem to be gone
This ever-lasting changing melody that syncs with my heart beat
Let the moment sink in as I endure it all again..
In this lifetime, there's no such thing as forgive and forget ..