Right now, you're talking to me. So I'm happy and at relief. But when you're not talking to me. When you're busy or doing other things. Just sitting here, I can't help but think about you. I know, it might be all words that I'm writing here. But believe me, these are words from the heart. These are true feelings written down, so you would know what I'm thinking. I might not be the greatest talker, I'd say more of the quiet type and you know so too.

I might not be able to write you the most romantic thing, but I just want to tell you I miss you when you're not with me. When you're not talking with me, I wonder where you are. What you're doing at the moment. When you're quiet, I wonder what's crossing your mind.

When you're mad at me and hang up. I wish you would stay on the phone with me even though you're mad. Even if you were to yell and scream at me, I'd be feel better if you stayed with me. Not being able to contact you makes me miss you more. It doesn't make the feeling go away, yet it makes it stronger. I know I might always be the easiest person to get along with due to my stubborness, but deep down I truly love you.

When I'm walking alone, I wonder what it would be like if you were to walk with me. Would you hold my hand? Would you let me piggy back you? Or have I watched too many Korean Drama and hope for this fanasty love? Either way, I hope I can keep you happy. Remember, your happiness is my happiness.

When I'm without you, I wonder if you miss me too. If you'd want to give me call, instead of wait for me to call you. If you're thinking of me the way I think of you. If you think of me while you do other things. I just want to sneak every chance with you, yet I'm so far. I wish distance were no factor, but it's just something we'd have to have grow strong with it.

I wonder when they'll invent a magical door to instantly travel from one place to another in a flash of a second. So I could be there with you instantly like instant noodles. Better yet, when will we have flying cars? So I could just fly there in my own car. Or am I getting too far ahead of my thoughts here?

I know, I sound like I'm crazy in love with you. And you know why? It's because I am, honestly. I know I won't be home today till probably Sunday, but I wanted to write something for you. So you would know how I feel when you're not there. I love you much. Don't forget about me.

-Peter ♥ Melly November 26, 2009.

I wrote this on Thursday night. I was going to post it Friday morning before I left, but I forgot.