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how are you like while you're with you're significant other's family?
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dislike them
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comfortable
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talkative
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simply just stay away
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I saw you at como today...

This happen on June 03, 2010

I was walking around Hmong Market aka como with my mom on a business trip. It was around 1-2pmish. I was walking around and I look straight in front of me. My eyes and his meets. In a flash he look away and walk the other way.

My mind froze. Is that him?... My mom drag me inside, I quickly help her and pace myself. I dash to catch up with him. He walk the other way, I followed... but when I made that left turn, he was already gone.

Was that really him? My heart is shaking... and I dunno whether to cry or be happy. Then again, I may be delusional... but who in the world would stare at you for one second and quickly walk away...

It has to be him I thought.. but.. but... as I wander through the whole market place looking for him, I can feel tears uprising. I wanted to say his name, but I didn't, if I did, I would have looked like a mad lady, crying out in pure daylight.

Oh why, oh why, why do I f-ing miss you so much.

I guess I'll need to be stronger than this.


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Awe who was he? Was it yo ex? Man sumtime I wonder how I would react if I ever met my ex again...

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Seems like my ex, 5.5-5.6ish, polo shirt, cargo short, cap, flip flop. But he looked away before I was able to confirmed it. I mean he even walks like my ex. sad.

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Protogirl wrote:
who in the world would stare at you for one second and quickly walk away...

Maybe he needed to poop. With that said, did you look in the bathroom?

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Haha. The restroom are located indoors, unless he's being a pimp and wanting to take a dump outdoor.

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Well now you know you missed one place. Wink The bushes

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dang. lol. I'll get him next time for sure! Hahaha!

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Yeah, you just have to think of the most unusual places to take a poo when a bathroom is only a couple feet away.

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i dont get what u mean 5 5-5 6 ?

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Pang, sorry. I'll for sure stare at you more than 5 minutes Laughing out loud

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call him

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Ey, I wish. But he told not too, it been over 5 months since we last spoke. I don't think it's possible anymore.

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We'll why would he tell you not to call him but he paused when he saw you?

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I question that too... I guess I can't go back on my words that is why I'm not willing to call him. For all I know he could have blocked me. After all he deleted me from social network and what not.

I seriously don't want to drive to his parents place in WI just to grab his attention. That's like asking to get married.

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hnub no twb yog ib xyoos dhau los lawm..hnub no tub yog hnub Pang tso kuv tseg....puas yog vim Pang siab phem??

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Leng, I'm not going to answer you, for you may not understand, and if you do, good for you. There are times when even the best ideal couple falls apart for no apparent reason. This is fate, let me and my heart alone whisper to him. Smile

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Stare

i feel koj lis pain thiab os pang Stare

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Thanks Lengo. Smile I'm sure, sure you decided to be the one to let your love one go. =|

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Love is when you shed a tear&still want her,its when she ignores you&you still love her,its when she loves another guy,but you still smile&say I am happy for you,when all you really do is cry
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was it who? tell meeh tell meeh!!!!

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haha think yog kuv tus hlub.

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