title needs a little work, but i understand why you chose to stamp "BLAH".

my emphasis on this matter and i accord. I get upset too, your question, this question, has many times in my life pushed me over the edge and to one of lifes' last question and that is, is there truly someone up there watching over us. (ahaha crazy laugh) With so much different beliefs out there, i like to sometimes think that a certain overpowering good colossal(goku jp god) is fighting this EPIC WAR, and though our battles are long waiting and our wars exist are devistating, it's only because of his absent. maybe like dgz we all should left up our hands and give him our spirit energy, it was his to begin w right, ahaha anyways sorry...

-supposely words of encourment

you've herd the saying there's always hope, love like you were dying, a fight agaisnt faith leads to doubt and fears...i "think" spirtual walks/thoughts are too dept, and not many are lucky enough to be so bliss of ignorance, and it's blurry not blindness i think we're we stumble and fall. continue randomness, heartaches in our lives can either challenge our faith or destroy it, so best to continue fighting the good fight, good people finish last, etc...what ever all that means, the has to be good right?
the reward should be good, you seed what you sol.

personally i can't stand the sight of someone suffering not even mean people, the cruel and evil i dunno, havn't seen, ahaha, but like in your journey at the hospital when the suffering is happening to someone you conclude best believed, a good person, it can really cause you to want to go HULK! I say SMASH EVERYTHING around you jp. thoughts from a friend -perly

Kitta, sometimes you have to be strong for that person. It's hard seeing a loved one being in the hospital but what can we do? Us humans don't have the magical powers to just heal someone and make them better. If only I have that powers, I'll make everyone healthy and take all the bad lucks away. Well that not extremely but you know? Just make people happy. But eh, I'm just a useless human being. *sigh* Think positive os my Kitta and hope for the best. No one deserve anything bad happening to them. But once that happened, we just have to hope for a better future and look on the brighter side of life. =] liiFe

It always seems to be the good ones that go first...something just HAS TO happen to them first..

Thank you guys for all the words of encouragement

There is nothing more dreadful then the habit of doubt, doubt separates people. It is a poison that discinigrates friendships, and breaks up pleasant relations. It is a thorn that irritates and hurts, it is a sword that kills. There is no fire like greed, no crime like hatred, no sorrow like separation, no sickness like hunger of heart, and no joy like the joy of freedom. Health and contentment are your greatest possessions, and freedom your greatest joy. Look within yourself to be free from fear and attachment knowing the sweet joy of living life in this way.