Hey,
By the time you are able to read this blog, I won’t be here anymore. I’m sorry dear. I cannot keep the promise I made with you. Those late night talk about the future, it all seem like a faded memories long ago. I guess I won’t be able to hear your voice anymore, the gentle good morning I get when I wake up. The soft good night kiss before I fall asleep. It all seems like a dream. I promise I will wait 2 year for you, but it seems like life have cheated on me. I realized how stupid and ignorance I am. I’m sorry, I will never have the chance to actually love and care for you. Dum-dum I will do my best to wait, but if by chance I fail to do so, be happy. I should have told you this; I don’t regret falling in love with you, I am happy to have met you, love you, share the good and bad memories, and the endless laughter. I want you to live a happy life when I’m gone.

Super nou will have to say good bye to her lovely, amazing, and incredible spermless Chennou. I wanted to ask you to stay and not go, but I don’t want to hold you back from the thing you want to accomplish. Dum, I know I put you through a lot of crap trying to push you away because I was scare of this exact detail. I was scared to love you because I was afraid to hurt you like this. I was scared to let you get close because I don’t want you to be in pain.

The story about the dentist and the lawyer will have to wait for the next life. This wanna be dentist is happy because the wanna be lawyer will let this wanna be dentist drill his teeth and still willing to love the dentist if she mess up.
I miss you a lot. Im truly sorry dummy. Forgive me for not keeping my promise.

Always,
Your dumm