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To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. Or maybe you really are just one person among billions. Geez, how bad can it get?
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Men aren't as strong as you think we are
I didn't think I'll be back here this soon. I was surfing youtube for hmong songs and came across Kristine Xiong. I feel kind of bad now since I don't remember any of the songs. Her voice go to me and I broke down. I cried hard. That probably sounds pathetic coming form a guy going on 18. But I like to think that I'm only human and I can be hurt too. I've been through a lot. I don't believe in god and I don't believe I'm going to hell because of that. When I heard her voice it touched something in me that I haven't felt in years. No I don't think and do not claim to be in love with her even though most people would probably think they are just because of her voice.
I went to her grave today. Something I haven't done this past year. After I cried my eyes out I just sat there and waited. For what...I'm not sure myself. I blame myself till this very day and I think I always will. It's something I live with everyday, a burden I carry that marks me. Simply put I feel disgusted with myself.
I'm so shaken up right now. My baby brother is probably awake now I think I’ll go and cry with him. That's what I like about babies they're so innocent. Damn every women in the world. The only species in the world that can change a man. And I thank every women in my life for being who they are. Behind a strong man is an even stronger women. My hands are shaking so bad now. I'm just gonna lay here and wait until I can get control of my numb body to move again. Until my next random blog...
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February 27, 2011 - 5:36pm
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awww. im speechless. ive missed reading ur blogs this past year. its oka that u didnt visit her grave this past year. and its oka to cry. jus be strong and live life. try not to live in the past but move on hun. i knoe she meant the world to u at one moment in ur life, but life is life. we all have to move on.. ohh btw, give ur liddo bro a kiss for meeh. ahah. and be a good big brother. ^-^
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February 27, 2011 - 5:37pm
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awww. im speechless. ive missed reading ur blogs this past year. its oka that u didnt visit her grave this past year. and its oka to cry. jus be strong and live life. try not to live in the past but move on hun. i knoe she meant the world to u at one moment in ur life, but life is life. we all have to move on.. ohh btw, give ur liddo bro a kiss for meeh. ahah. and be a good big brother. ^-^
-theeone&onlie
February 27, 2011 - 7:42pm
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Hello again.
I think it's more the action that makes you human than you feeling unlike a "man" would by crying.
February 28, 2011 - 8:55pm
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Kristine Xiong IS amazing!! I also enjoy her music and a proud YT subscriber to her page too. >_< lol. Her cover to "Run" is my favorite. Have you checked that one out?
I don't know you but I've come across many of your blogs. You're a really deep thinker. Can't forget the fact that you can express yourself so well through your writings too. I've enjoyed them.
When you speak of "HER", whomever that woman may be...don't let it take the best of you. I'm just jumping into this story with missing puzzle pieces but everyone can find some relation to your story too. We hold regrets, scars, burdens, etc. but we shall never ever let it take the best of us. If you should find yourself slipping from time-to-time, go ahead. A good cry heals the heart and soul like no other. I know men are great at hiding themselves so kudos for being man enough to admit your weakness.
You had said something that had me at...silence. "Damn every women in the world. The only species in the world that can change a man." OMG!!!! Keep in mind, men also can change us...more than you'll ever imagine. 
We all need each other.
Keep your head up. When you slip...find a way to bring yourself towards the sun's rays. Life ain't perfect nor do we always meet happiness but we sure can fight what breaks us. Happy day!
p.s we are a small community if anyone knows Kristine Xiong please pass my thanks ago. God is not saving anyone, but your voice may. And no I don't think you saved me. I'm not even sure I know what that phrase really mean or if I can save myself from myself. I just feel thankful. So Thanks.
All my Love!!