Well, I’m in the middle of writing a 5 page essay and my mind is wandering off topic so I thought “might as well get this over with”. Why is it when you dump a person you don’t have anything good to say about that person? Why the hell did you date him or her in the first place? I’m not sure if I could put much input into this since most of my breakups were mutual and I still hang out with most of them, give a call every now and then and say something nice about her when a person asks. Sure they have flaws, but you don’t have to tell the whole world how they were in bed or out of bed. It’s for the person asking to find out for themselves or if you don’t have anything nice to say don’t say anything at all.

Last night I was on baby sitting duty, which was a pain, but I like children so it was okay. But a couple girlfriends dropped by and semi-helped out. I was told I give in to easy and I guess I do. Lol fine I admit I’m a sucker when it comes to kids. There so innocent and naïve. I can’t stand it when they cry, don’t get me wrong I don’t lash out or anything, I just want kids to enjoy it while they can. If they want a cookie then “Uncle Johnnie is going to find a cookie or run over to the store and pick a couple up” and if they want a piggy back ride then “Uncle Johnnie will most likely wake up with a sore back.” That’s just how things are.

I thought about it and I guess I’m okay with how I do things. If you need a place to sleep over then you take the bed I’ll get the couch. If you need a ride, the keys are on the counter and if you need some cash we’ll run down to the bank if the cash in my wallet isn’t enough. I’m a simple guy trying to lead a simple life. I don’t need much and don’t as for much. I’m not sure if a lot of people would do those things for someone else, but there are a couple of them around. No I’m not religious and I’m not passing charity, but I do think friends and family comes first no matter how unrelated they may be.

Well, I guess now I should run through and update. My mom’s okay in fact she has me slaving away in her garden (you know how hmong mothers are). And me and Bree are fine. I like her voice, she makes me laugh, and most importantly she makes me happy. If I could find a girl this interesting and not even rolled in the sheets with her yet, what else could I ask for? Not much. As long as she can respect the people I respect and be there for me when I need her too then I think she’ll be perfect. Of course vice versa I’ll be there for her too. We don’t have to like each others friends or family, but I think respect is a sort of compromise. Most of my friends are her friends too and we already know each others family because of Klaire, and because of that I hope things aren’t as awkward as I think they’ll be. Well this was a bit random, but so is most of the stuff I blog.