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how are you like while you're with you're significant other's family?
shy
50%
dislike them
4%
comfortable
21%
talkative
14%
simply just stay away
4%
other/s
7%
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My First Crush

I watched you from a distance. You seemed so glorious and perfect. I wanted to talk to you, but I was afraid. Even though you were in most of my classes for two years, we never spoke. Whenever you're near, my heart starts pounding really loud and I start breathing faster. I don't know if you cast a spell on me, but I'm so in love with you.

You came over to my cousin's house to practice playing the Hmong flute with your grandfather, and I stood by the window and stared at you. You're so perfect in every way.

One day in class, the teacher assigns us to work together. I breathlessly ask to look at your paper as I could hear my heart pounding away in my ears. I took deep breaths trying to calm myself. You must have been shy also because you didn't reply, but simply handed me your paper.

At the end of our second year together, I stood by the window again and watched you from a distance. I heard that you were moving away. I watched you with tears in my eyes. My heart was breaking, and you didn't even know. You will never know because I was confident you couldn't love someone like me.

We went to seperate high schools and we both made it to college. Through out the years, you remained on my mind. And it always made me have butterflies when I thought about you.

Years later, I see you. You're with a group of friends, visiting your sister and my college. Your sister happened to go to the same college as I did. You're still cute, but you've changed a lot.

And so have I.


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how cute! ahh!
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This holds true to Claire as well!

I remember my first crush. He was this meeka dude. I hated him for all the right reasons. LOL. Stubborn as I was then, I denied my feelings for him. However, I was only like 10? Hehe.

Oh, did u ever nicknamed your crushes? I did! Silly me! It was fun! No worries back then.

Well, talk to him! I dare u! I would.

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-Life is always better when you smile.
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LOL, yes I did! I gave him a code name b/c my friends and I would talk about our crushes, but we didn't want them to know it! I say hi and such when I see him now a days. LOL, I no longer have a crush on him, so it's easier now to say hello. I still think he's cute, but life has moved on too far to think about the possibilities. And would dare to say I'm happy with the person I'm with right now. So it worked out that I didn't talk to him...lol.. How about you?

-The road to finding yourself is unlike any other.

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I want to take a long drive somewhere...
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Crushes are always so nice to have. I'm a grown woman and I still catch myself crushing on the most random guys. Maybe it's our nature?

If you like the fella, send him a few hints. And if all else fails, you should just look him straight in the eye and say this, "I f*cken like you...a lot!" =D That'll leave him an impression.

In those eyes I look to see what worlds I can travel with you.

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I'm Married to my Shoe. =]
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Awww cute story. So so so did you ever tell him? =] liiFe

Hi boys and girls of Hp. =] liiFe

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-Life is always better when you smile.
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No, I didn't tell him. And I don't think I will. LOL, childish crushes. I am shy/embrassed to mention or say anything now that we're so grown up.

-The road to finding yourself is unlike any other.