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Over it.
I'll miss those late night talks & late night love, but, this is what has to happen..... and now it's ending before it get's worst.....
This was the song that was there for the first time we went our separate ways. It explained what I feel about you, and all the lyrics are so true but the blue eyes, because unfortunately you have brown eyes.
All I ask is why did you came back crawling for me when I was forgetting about you? Out of the bloom you shock back to my life like you were the charges in my battery. You kept me running back to you like there's no tomorrow. You told me I was the spark in your fire because without the spark and the gas, there would be no fire. You told me you needed me, I was your world and you were mine. You wanted me and I wanted you, but at the end, it ends up like how it did in the first place.
You tell me you can't change for who you are. You told me that this time wouldn't be the same, this time is gonna be different. You were gonna prove me wrong and tell me that this time is different. You say you are hurt when I am hurt, but yet you sit there and act and talk like nothing is happening. Two second ago you told me you wanted me, you need me, I am what you want. Then later you say you don't want anything to do with me. I ask you if I was your sideline, you told me I am not. But I am a fool, I believe the lies because I know the truth hurts.
You ask why I have doubts in you. How can I not have doubts in you when I see with my two own eyes what you are doing. I took the bad out of you and show people the good in you, but yet they doubt you from hurting me. Everyone around me had warn me about you. They hated you, but I lie to myself that one day when they see the good in you, they will love you. They only liked you because they love me. They told me "I know he's not good for you, but if you like him and you want him, I am not gonna stop you because you love him and I love you for you. Just remember, I'll be here for you when things goes wrong. I know he is playing you but you haven't seen it yet." Those words kills me when I heard it, but I push it away like nothing was happening.
I lied to myself about everything. I lied that maybe one day you and I will actually become official. And now I am sitting here knowing that we aren't anymore. You were the only one I wanted to talk to. You were the only one who I wanted to make me smile, the only one I wanted to hear before my day starts. But everything had changed. You told me you are tired of girls. But yet, you chase after them. But this is our separation, heading our own road is better. I been on this road too long.
I need someone new, someone who isn't like what I been looking for. Maybe I'll just wait and have fun for now. It's okay if I won't have anyone there to keep me company. At least I wont get hurt. Emotion kills more than psychical.
"You believe lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself."
— Marilyn Monroe
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August 22, 2010 - 2:16pm
#2
Lol no more man hunting! I always get the bad ones! >.> !
Stop&stare is what I make them do.
August 22, 2010 - 3:24pm
#3
Okay, I agree mas 
August 23, 2010 - 11:35am
#4
That's why you shouldn't hunt anymore! Just take, take and take! In other words, "hubby-nap" someone!
PS: I hate hunting too. 
Let's just go fishing because with that, we could just throw them back into the sea if we don't want them. Less work for us!
August 23, 2010 - 11:45am
#5
LMFAO I know yog! haha.
Stop&stare is what I make them do.
August 22, 2010 - 3:28pm
#6
This is so sad to read I'm sorry that your braking up with your...love one.
I don't understand why he would play with your emotions like that ?
I guess he don't know what he wats.
Well I wish you the best of luck.
August 22, 2010 - 5:18pm
#7
Ty.
Stop&stare is what I make them do.
August 22, 2010 - 5:19pm
#8
You aren't the only one going through breakups.
Of course it's hard. It's kind of like you worked so hard for something that you want, but at the end you either let go of it or it just slipped out of your hands. At the end, every feeling returns... the feeling of emptiness smears your heart again.
No matter how much you want to hear his voice again and again, to see his smile once more, to want him to be there for you like before, things are all changing... If he's gone and you are behind you are not gaining anything back but pain.
All I can really say is move on and I think you already know that.
Just remember, never hide anything inside. Don't hide your feelings and those tears, because it will stain your heart. And when it does stain your heart, it takes you somewhere you don't want to go.
And don't seek for love anymore, 
it'll come seek for you. I know you can do it. Keep being strong and stand up for yourself.
If you know you have done your best in loving him deeply then it's not your lost but his lost. Don't let him become a priority in your life when you are only an option in his~a quote I found. 
Healing takes time, just never run away from anything.
*hug!!! big hug!!!*
I'll chat w/ you sometimes when you get on hp chat 
~wiish~
August 22, 2010 - 5:45pm
#9
Aw, thanks. Yeah this is the second time that I been through this love thing. I am done with it. Two guys and they are both the same.
Stop&stare is what I make them do.
August 23, 2010 - 11:49am
#10
don't give up on love.... jux love urself first... trust me, ur future man is prolly just as frustrated as you with the relationship he's going thru with the women in his life... ya jux havent crossed paths yet.. so don't give up. - Sara
August 23, 2010 - 12:18pm
#11
Aw, thanks Sara. I know what you mean, I just wanna settle down for a bit. x)
Stop&stare is what I make them do.
August 22, 2010 - 10:24pm
#12
Wow it's like August is a perfect month for brake ups ???
I whent thru it and 7 other people I know including you Lina... Dang
August 22, 2010 - 11:26pm
#13
We learn so we don't do them again...but if it's what we want, we're gonna do them again...
August 22, 2010 - 11:39pm
#14
Yup. We make mistakes and we'll learn from them, even if it takes forever to learn from it.
Stop&stare is what I make them do.
August 23, 2010 - 2:36pm
#15
Even if it takes forever to learn from it? I don't know about that. I know someone that it just takes forever for her to learn, and at the end when she finally lost everything, that was when she finally learned. She lost all that was hers. And I'm sure no one wants to be like this... So learn now, not to make the same mistake before there are no more tomorrows for you to learn again...
August 23, 2010 - 5:56pm
#16
She finally learned from it because she lost everything.
Stop&stare is what I make them do.
August 23, 2010 - 6:45pm
#17
not because she lost everything, but when she lost everything. Then that's when she realized about it all. However, time won't turn back for her to have a time to learn over again. But even I am unsure because I'm not even her to warn others about falling for love.
August 23, 2010 - 9:36am
#18
Awwwww cupcake I miss u tooo
August 23, 2010 - 10:47am
#19
Your situation can tear anyone who's in a similiar situation. It's hard to see how things will turn out, and that really sucks sometimes. He's never going to change. And I guaranty that when he does, you'll be okay already. You'll be successful. You'll be having a good time. You'll be crying...tears of joy. You'll be happy. And he WILL COME BACK. Just be strong enough to not go closer to the enticing fire that you're still trying to cool down from. And you're really right..
"All I ask is why did you came back crawling for me when I was forgetting about you?"
He cares about you. Maybe he even loves you. But the thing is that he won't change, at least not anytime soon because changes don't occur overnight either. Honey, the best way to better yourself and get back at him for the pain he's caused you is to be happy - without him, that is.
Good luck with all. Reading these heart-breaking stories about couples always moves me. And in reading them, I learn a little more about myself as well.
August 23, 2010 - 11:48am
#20
Aw, thanks Smailee. I know what you mean. I just want to leave him alone because I want nothing between me and him anymore.
Stop&stare is what I make them do.
August 23, 2010 - 1:37pm
#21
Hello, i didn't read what you wrote. I stop at "THIS" cause i no wanna see my boo boo sad love letter, i'm very sensitive. So, i just wanna stop by and give you a big kiss. *MUAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHS* ILY
Akina ☺[*]Oranges
August 23, 2010 - 2:03pm
#22
Aww, thanks Akina booboo (:
Stop&stare is what I make them do.
Aw Lina babe, you'll always have me. But you know what?
You said you'll have your fun and wait. I
Wait nvm.
was about to say let's go on a man hunt
"It's just me and my guitar"
♥ Happy =)