I don’t know why, but people can’t be mature about it. The conversation usual consist of people bragging about themselves. Read some of this before you get grossed out, I'll try to be discreet.

I didn’t eat lunch yesterday because my tummy was acting up, so I called up some friends after school and ate over at my place, of course they all brung their own variety of food since I told them I was cooking(that gets them every time, I guess cooking is still not for me). Some how the conversation had gone from babies to sex and masturbation. The girls were hung up on who the latest guy they were banging and the guys were talking about masturbation and its needs. I was to hungry to let the conversation spoil my appetite so I ate outside on the back porch. They sky was so blue my mind started wandering and plunged into those topics.

Well, I guess if I want you guys to comment and throw your sex lives here I should be the first to expose myself.

I can honestly say I have only masturbated once and that was when I was curious and wanted to try it out. I didn’t get the point of it and it grossed me out. Why imagine it when I can just go do it with some girl. I don’t keep any porn videos, but I do have 2 or 3 magazines in my closet pretty easy to find( I never understood why put it under your bed or try to hid it). As for my sex life, I lost my virginity at age 13 with a more experienced girl. I had sex once or twice a month which was to fill my needs. Then I started going out with Klaire, I was her first which made me feel bad because after the first time with her I wished she would have been my first, it would had been more special to both of us. I didn’t keep count with Klaire, we did it when the mood strikes. After Klaire passed till now, which is about 9 months now, I have only had sex twice. Once was when I was mad and drunk so I took the girl back to her apartment and it happen. After that I got up and left never met her again nor do I remember who she was. I don’t think she cared either, which made it more easy to forget without guilt. The second time was with a friend’s friend. She was a widow with 3 kids and about the marry some guy. He was the first guy she dated after he husband died and she didn’t know if she was ready again or if he was the one. So sex was a one time thing and mutual. She called me the next morning and told me she was in love with him and she’s going to marry him. In a playful tone I told her I’d come steal her at the alter if she second guessed herself. She laughed and thanked me instead of apologizing and hung up. I’ve never spoke or seen her again, I think it’s only fair for her and her fiancé. Of course she sent me a wedding invitation although I don’t plan on going t it. I’m not mad for being used nor am I happy about it, but I do now she was struggling to hold on so I’m glad she moved on and hopefully the guy knows he’s lucky and treats her and her kids and his own. If not maybe I need to pay them a visit. But right now I’m stuck on Bree and I think it’s only right to think of only the women you’re with now and no one else no matter what. And if you’re having sex with someone, then think of only that person and no one else.

Well there’s my sex life in a nutshell with out many details. Seeing none of you know me or how I look in reality I don’t see how I should be embarrass. Weather you want to share or brag about yourself is up to you. Just wanted to know if you’re the one looking in on the conversation, the one starting the conversation, or the one looking out of the conversation hoping to escape. I admit this is one of the weirdest blog I have written and if it seems too inappropriate, which I might add I tried to make it as straight forward as possible, feel free to tell the moderators to delete it. I’m taking the weekend to go to the lake house and spend it with my brother and sister-in-law(not bounded by blood, but all the same, family), so I won’t be able to get back to it soon enough to delete it myself.