So I’m bored nothing to do. Everyone is busy, and has there own lives. Sometimes I really start to think. Do I really have any friends? So I ask the people I know and they get pissy and total blows me off for even asking that. My mistake. But really has there been a day when you just feel like there’s anyone.

So here I am suppose to be in the chat room and there’s a ridiculous amount of people here. About 20. What are they doing here? Same as me or are all there friends online strangers. So there’s this girl (no I’m not cheating on Bree) friend that I haven’t talked to in months (hmong family problems, you know how they are). I heard she hits on hp chat in the afternoons, so I come in here asking and people points fingers then just kinda ignores me. I guess I don’t have much to say to strangers, so it’s understandable that they don’t attempt to approach me. You start talking to someone and automatically its about something gross. Or maybe there’s this little group in the chat room they all know each other and don’t plan to let anyone in there little group. This is kind like reality. Where there’s all these social groups. I don’t really mine it because even if they start a conversation with me, if it’s not to my interest or I have no comment they’ll get bored. I’m a face to face type. I like to see who I’m talking to and what got them here, this very moment with me. People fascinate me. Again that’s probably why I observe people. You know the FBI people who can tell things about you just by looking, well I’m kinda like that. After a good solid hour of interrogating you I know just about everything I should and more about a person. I’m a curios guy. If I learn something I don’t like about you I’ll change it and if it’s unchangeable I make it better in anyway possible. Well, I can go on about this, but I kinda have an appointment with some people(group date). If anyone sees a girl in the chat room that goes by the name Paj Yang or Pang Yang and is from RI, tell her mom wants her to come home so we can go eat those leechi berries down in Florida. She’ll know who it is. Lol long story don’t ask. You can probably catch her in there around one or later eastern time.