I don’t know what happened. Every day I live my life waiting to hear your voice on the phone. I live on so that one day I can feel your arms around me. Sometimes I forget who I am, and you’re the only one who can make me remember.

Sometimes I don't want this life anymore. I don't want to live this way anymore. But I keep on breathing because I know you will be there. I keep going in hopes that one day I will be with you again.

I don't know what's going to happen to us, but it doesn't matter. I just don't care. I don't care about what anybody has to say. I don't care what anybody thinks. I just don't care at all.

I'm going to be bad, selfish, shameful, stupid, dumb, and completely in love. I'm done with society's rules, I'm done with society's expectations. Let me let everyone down. Let me ruin everyone's epectations of me. Because it doesn't mean anything.

Thoughts of others, it means nothing. It IS nothing. But who I am IS something. I am somebody. And I'm going to be who I am. And if that means I'm selfish, mean, dumb, stupid, and shameful by the world's standards, it really doesn't bother me.

I'm going to love myself. I'm going to be happy. And I will not care that I am judged for it.

As long as I have you, nothing else matters to me. As long as you believe in me, I need nothing else. You have become everything in my world, and only your voice matters. Only you know who I am. I love you.