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how are you like while you're with you're significant other's family?
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She has only heard of the heart working against the mind, never the mind working against the heart.

Because the heart has always held the innermost emotions, she has never been able to do much to sway it. But this time around, it was her mind that she was unable to change. Every time she saw the warning signs, her heart ached in pain. She's seen them every time, each time around, so her heart ached, knowing what they meant. She wants to drop it, this feeling she has. She wants to be detached, she's gone over the same thought time after time, but all it took was his voice to change her mind.
She keeps fooling herself, that stubborn her. That one that refuses to acknowledge what's yet to come. As if his voice was an enchantment, her prior plans would completely be forgotten. She would rationale for him. That poor girl, she would fool herself silly, making up reasons-excuses for him every time.
"I'm tired. I don't want to be part of this war battle anymore," she often tells herself "this continuous fight between this idiotic mind and fickle heart." Yet, she kept digging. Digging for every opportunity to make her heart squirm in pain. "Why do you do this to yourself? You're in a position you can easily get out of, you have the option to save yourself. So why do you keep getting tangled in this bush of troubles that prick your heart?" Was it because she couldn't provide the answers to her own questions or was she well aware of what the answers were that she would cry in yelps of helplessness?


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Sometimes, I Wonder.
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Then answers aren't what she seeks, they are only the answers that she MUST realize.
Help will only come IF she realizes first.
It'll always be a battle of the mind and the heart. There won't be an in-between of the two; they must fight until one gives up.
When one finally has dropped and dropped for good on that matter, then and only then will all mind, heart, and body settle down.

Or so we'd like to think.

I'll See You In Hellven. If I Don't, I'll Still Know You're There Somewhere.

[kc]

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Love is when you shed a tear&still want her,its when she ignores you&you still love her,its when she loves another guy,but you still smile&say I am happy for you,when all you really do is cry
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agreed w/finalphase. the heart and the mind are not one but two different "people" as u can kall them. they have their own thoughts n felings. one must fight each other and in the end, onlie one will win. ur heart is hurting and ur mind is thinking that u can end this battle but when ur heart hears ur s.o.s's voice, ur heart decides to not give up the battle, but to keep fights it. in the end, hopefully, the heart is no longer in pain, but happiness and the mind will be at ease..

"Be happie in everything you do in life, keep your promises, cherish everyone that comes and goes your way, and most importantly...remember to always smile for me..." -mai 03.22.10

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I'm Married to my Shoe. =]
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She knows exactly what she needs to do. She knows the answer, it's just she can't seem to do it. Even if her heart aches with pains, her mind can't make up the decision. She wants to stop the pain, stop everything, but everytimes she tries to speak, nothing will come out.
You might think she's crazy and I think so too. But hey, people who are in love are indeed crazy. LOL xD liiFe

Hi boys and girls of Hp. =] liiFe

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I have found happiness...
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Her love yearns for him, yet he cannot see and pretends to be blind. She tries and tries but the more she does, the more he hates her. No matter what, she won’t stop until he sees her love and realized how deep it is. Guys are jerks and girls are bitches so whoever that regretted this moment from a true love; don’t even dare to speak for you were too blind to see it at first sight.

Happiness is what I want to find...

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O_O

This blog is too deep for me because I just woke up xD

+Kudos!

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Just canceled my playboy account. :) Time to start saving $$$.
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This would be a nice prose.