So as some of you might know or might not know, over the pass few weeks, I haven't been that well. That's probably the biggest reason why I'm not on HP that often anymore. I don't know what it is but I am not the best. I keep getting this achy feeling inside of me. At times, it's like stabbing and throbbing. No, it's not H1N1 or Swine Flu. I know, many of you might have wished I had that so that I would die sooner, but no. Lolz!

Anyways, yesterday I went to the doctors for my first appointment. They took forever to get that first appointment in. They asked me if it was an emergency and I said no, I'm still alive but I don't know what's wrong. Of course, they took me lightly and scheduled me for an appointment like nearly 2 weeks after I called. That's how the medical system works. It's not first come first server, it's either you'll be living or dying. It's a matter of urgency first.

Well, I had an early appointment, at 8:00 AM. I was a bit worried so I spent the whole night talking to her. She comforts me and makes me feel better. Also helps me sleep. I don't know, I'm just so into her that I talk with her about randomness until I knock out on her. Being the lazy me and staying up late, I got up at 7:30, and showered. Then threw on some clothing then walked out the door. Driving down the road, I wondered if she missed me that morning.

Then my mind started thinking about what could be wrong with me. What if it was something bad? What if they tell me I only have a few months to live? Darn, I was starting to scare myself. I dragged those negative thoughts of my head as I arrived at the clinic. 7:53, the clock in my car read. I slowly opened the door of my truck and stepped down.

Walking to the entrance of the clinic, I thought about her again. I don't know, I'm just so obsessed over. I keep thinking about her, even at critical moments like these. Anyways, you're probably getting bored. So I'll just cut straight to the chase. Long story short, I was in the clinic for a long time. They ran some tests. You know how it is, you go wait in the waiting room for half a hour filling out random paper, then finally some nurse comes gets you. Then the nurse prescreens you before you actually get to meet the doctor.

Well, after all the tests, they ran, a nurse came back into the room. I was sitting in the blue robe which they give all their patients. She told me to put back on my clothing and go into the other room, the doctor wanted to talk with me. I was dumbfounded and curious at what could it be.

So I walk into the room with the doctor. He told me take a seat. He came up to me and put his hand on my shoulder. Now I thought to myself, this has to be serious. I sure hope it's not life threatening. And so the doctor says, "Son, I have to break it to you. You're in love only, there's nothing wrong with you."

Boy, I was relieved, despite from an unnecessary hospital bill...