I'll be straight forward,and will not hide any feelings, thoughts, emotions, and or tears inside. I'm a strong woman and will not endure my own emotional standards.

Yes, I understand I've talked with you and him. It was not my intention to have any men like me at all. I do flirt, and talk more with others than many but does it have to escalate into more than friends?
I think I mistook myself into liking too quick, into being easily distracted from my most recent break up.

I wanted a nice guy, smart, one with a degree in areas, with morals, one with teeth -_- * and you were the first guy that caught a little something. I'm not trying to blow you off, but I can see it from your point of view. I won't be on as much from now on. Have your fun, and find the girl you'd ever date next. I'll be a friend, distantly.

Thought you'd be different yourself, guess my deep judgments play with my own feelings. I told you, I can see through people. I can tell how a person is from how they talk sometimes*, and you've changed within these few nights only. The way you talk, even joke with me is different. The jokes are funny, but your attempts catch my eyes. If it's such a bother, I'll take my time away from this place, even you yourself.

Sorry. I'll be quiet from now on, and go back to being isolated.
No one can understand me, even academically achieved people can't break down what I feel and who I am.

I'll leave you be, won't lead you on to anything because I know how you are. I see, and won't say.