wow its been a while i been on the blog entry...its almost been a year and a month we first met...i hope u are doing very well... time flies by fast when you have so many things happening to you alot in the past... anywhoo... this just a blog for randomness, debating if i wanna play for new year in nc on stage.... or just go like a loner like last year... oh well i will figure that out when the time has come.. as of now playing guitar... and it seems so lonely now lol...

ok u wanted me to call u... and wanted to talk to me... but i didnt expect u to still remember the promise when we were done long time ago... if u still desire to come then thats fine but i wont be there to keep u company... i will be with some1 else.. not to be mean... but NOW u keep ur promise... when all this time u been keeping ur other words and u dont keep them... its not a differnt story its the same thing.. i dont know what u want or w.e u trying to do but it not gonna work for me... ive told u i moved on and so have u...

thank you for everything... if it wasnt for you i wouldnt have changed.... knowing the mistakes and grown up so much... made me learn so much...it gave me the courage to have to balls to talk again.. even though im not the perfect guy i dont reali care what people think XD.... just act urself and if they dont like u then oh well XD... thats their fault and move on to the next person thinks ur fun and cool to be with XD... so i thank u for helping me out when i came and visit u... for a week and 2 days XD...so yea i just wanted to type this... but yea have fun all ^_^

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qp0KaC90KIY <<<< go to link XD and enjoy the song... think about your love and loves one XD.... just like i have changed from there and to then .....

been a while since i wrote a blog.... been a busy person... i thought i could live happy knowing ur happy.. but it not working for me... i cant stop thinking about you... the things we did together.. the laughing, the kiss, and holding hands on the beach and danced under a kazzeebo(however u spell it)...... i dont know why its all coming back... i guess u can say i reget everthing of hurting u and i accepted that u have forgotten me... but i dont know why it still hurts me... ive grown up and be more matured but it still haunts me for hurting u.....

hey hper's this is kong lor if u dont know... i made this song when me and that S.O.S were dating.. hope u guys enjoy my lyrics.... sorry its no on a video...ill have record myself when my voice isnt filled with lugees.
October 15, 2009-August 9, 2010
(verse)
Babie were with me from think to thin
when i need someone to talk you were there by my side
and when i tumble down you were there to pick me up
I was your shoulder to cry on
baby i wanted to tell u something......
(chorus)
thank you my baby for everything you've done
if you did come in time, i wouldnt be here anymore

sorry folks just wanted to blow some steam off =D lol i feel much bettter now =D b.c im a retarded person =D

ok everybody....for the past few weeks i havent been here b.c of my work project to go to hawaii and help them design a building house to the elders...

well we all know no more of us....happy to hear that u are happy when im out of your life...to me its been like hell.... nose been bleeding for awhile now...... went to the doctor and found out i got cancer =/....... shocking news....i asked the doctor how many more years do i have left...he said he doesn't know and said just come in every month to check up on us...i guess this is the end of me.... so sad of how my life turned out....i will miss my family and my friends......enjoy yall's life all...dont do what i did for the past years...

well folks of hp....nice meet u all and that special grl...but for some reason it never made me happy n gotten hurt....this is the last day i be on hp nor on the chat system i hope she is happy what she has gotten and what she wanted for her heart..i wish u the best of luck with him...be happy...smile always...i will mail ur precious gift that u gave me to give it to u and give it to ur true love....i dont deserve u... i know deep down in my heart.... you are the true love but somehow i was never there to satisfy you -.-''...

so today i went to work.... and texted her saying i call her at 9 pm when i get off work b.c i have to help my boss fix the machine.. well we got done fixing the machine and see if it works right....and i texted her saying im coming home earli b.c we got done fixing the machine..... so i waited all nite to call her and she said she going out with her friends and her grls bday....well i respect that....and i asked her how long she gonna be out so i can talk to u for a bit and go sleep.....