Well, I've been seeing a nickname: Awesome Gal, lately in the HP chating room and a lot of addicts have been asking me, IS SHE MY GF??? Well, just to make it official and to correct everyone's thoughts- I still don't have a clue to who is Awesome Gal... I've tried asking her for a name but no respond?!?! Has anyone tried talking to her?? Anways, if Awesome Gal is my stalker, please do tell me who you are..

Well, I've been gone for awhile and have just came back onto hp since yesterday. Suprisingly, it seems as if everyone on hp have been hooking up lately. Maybe if I were still on hp, I would have got a gf on hp by now too... hahahahaha. Well, I congrats you kids, those of you couples that are actually hooked up. I've also notices that hp have some new addicts and some new bitchy girls. Though I dont say much on the main screen, I can tell that lots of girls are on hp now and days, and most of them are quiet bitchy.

As many of you HP addicts would have already known by now, that I sometimes come onto HP while I'm at work. I do that, so I don't fall asleep during work. But sometimes, I do take a 15mins or so nap and no one knows, except for a few of the co-workers who does that too. I like to think of it as, getting pay for partially sleeping at work.. So that's a good thing, but also, if I were to ever get caught by the main manager, I could be fired or get lay off like many of the workers here. So how many of you HP freaks come online during work hours?

Well, Tracy had just banned me from hp right b4 she leave. I guess she wants me to go to bed with her, it's just her mean ways of telling me- she wants me in bed with her... LOLZ... I wonder if she's thinking of me at this moment? She's probably laughing her azz off thinking about banning me. Hopefully Peter read his blog messeges, since I need him to unban me. Kinda weird today on hp, someone called me " CHING ?? " But anyways, my name is not Ching and for many of you addicts, don't worry about my name. Just call me " AWESOME " for the time of seeing me on HP.

So they say that actions speaks louder than words and words could never hurt you. Then explain why can lies cut your heart deep as a knife and why would words give you so much hope when it means nothing at all. Promises are meant to be broken, but a true heart can always keep it. Tho a man can never walk on water to prove his words, nor run through fire to keep his promises.. if he is a man of his heart, he would drown only to prove his heart is worthy of her tears. He would be burnt and suffer the pain only to see that she is safe.