I realized that I havent wrote a blog in forever! Lets see everyone writes something that involves something like love, or lust, or heartaches. What should I write about? hehe I know.

November 29, 2010 at 11:00am, my beloved boyfriend has started his four month journey away from home and the ones he loves.

"Your true character is revealed by the clarity of your convictions, the choices you make, and the promises you keep. What you say and do defines who you are."

Lmao, I am so sorry, I had a really random thought here it goes "HAHA YOU'RE A WHORE!"

I'm sorry I just wanted to say that. I dont mean it.

I was on my way home from work and it was a straight long drive, so it came to mind that these beautiful young ladies think they're ugly. WTF????

okay so I was on facebook and came along this facebook status from status shuffle. I think its freaken hilarious and its so true.

Dear sword,

I honestly think that you are arrogant. Don't talk to me, your stupidity isn't welcomed here. You have no right to judge me. So just a friendly letter to you. I think your a coward and need to buy yourself a penis cause you really need one. But really don't talk to me. Please and do us both a favor.

With sincerity

DDG: Jessi!

Okay, so me and my family was having this discussion. My neice is kinda tomboyish, well alot actually and we came up with ways to ask her if she had a penis. it was a joke, we love messing around with each other and I wanted to see what my fellow hp members could come up with. to get you all started I have posted a few...let me know more!!

1. penis (of course)
2. egg roll
3. dildo
4. knife
5. peter
6. sword
7. poker
8. stick

POST WHAT YOU CAN COME UP WITH!!

Okay so this morning i woke up and i had to go into the office where i worked at i even woke up early. Well i couldnt get what i needed till 11 and lady told me to come around 9 and so I did, so i spent time at walmart and kmart and my mom went with me and she takes forever. I wanted to come home but she wanted to do this and this and my mom buys things we dont need. so anyway i came home and it was humid as heck and i still had to make lunch and put the groceries away. I felt gross. Well i decided i wanted to make pho for lunch which i did.

I came to realize that those around me and those I talk to are there but not always. They have their special someone or someone in there life, that will always come before me. I can always be there for them, comfort them, and be there for them to talk to, but how does it benefit me. In the end I'm just gonna be all alone. Instead of talking to boys, I'm here for these wonderful people, but I have no one of my own. Its kind of sad I think because I'm like this. Yeah I know there's nothing wrong with it, but sometimes I wish they would see me. My hopes are to high.

Why is it that I can tell everyone around me i'll be okay, but I cant seem to tell myself that, or act upon it. I feel weak and stupid that I let myself come to this. I know Im stronger than this, I know I can do it! So why am I crying? Why does it hurt so much? Why can't I let him go. Its happened before with other guys, why does this one hurt so much?

K lets see. This past week, I've met an amazing person. I don't think that "amazing" could describe him. I truly adore him. He's a super cutie, everything about him. His tone of voice, his laugh, what he has to say. He's so polite, probably the most polite person I know. Hehe no matter what time of day this silly boy puts a smile on my face, gives me the butterflies and this weird feeling at the pit of my stomache. When he says the sweetest things, I get goosebumps and this nervous feeling as if he was saying this person to person.

k here's the thing...some know me as Gorgeous...Some iHEARTBROKEN....I do apologize I come and go on HP as my life permits me to. But anyways Im Jessi, 19 years old, and residing in the state of MINNESOTA. I am currently single and not really seeking anyone out. My last one was a heart breaker (iHEARTBROKEN) but yeah..sorry im not really drop dead gorgeous. do forgive me. if not its okay. Im a big girl, aint nothing small about me. But I do wonder if I would be the person I am today if I was skinny. Would I be a total conceited girl, a snob, a slut, I dont know lots of things I guess.