Me: Whats up your ass my friend?
Low Life Loser: *AUTO KICK*

Anywhoo, im just swinging by to say that i miss you all. =]
Have a Good one. and stay out of trouble kids.

Come conversate with me? Please?

I AM THE LUCKIEST GIRL IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD. =] <3

11 MORE DAYS, and i vow to never come back.

But until then. Catch me in the Chat Room if Anything.

I <3 You Guys. =]

It was nothing but a Crush.
Because i'm so FCUKING over it.

HOW LOW WOULD YOU DIG FOR MY ATTENTION?

"Love and relationships are never like the movies no matter how much we want them to be. But when something beautiful ends, for whatever reason, it's most important not to be disappointed that it's over, but glad that it happened at all"

Through it All i was there. And i promised to always be there, but i must remember that, you have your life and that i am no longer needed, i was only destined to be there for the time being, if however you come to look for me and find me gone, know that i've found Happiness Elsewhere.

i miss you so FCUKING much!

So i Promised to stay as far as i can from this place, but as an addict i've failed. but i did get myself banned from the chatroom to save some "thinking", "hoping", and wishing" moments in my life.

Today i feel like Blogging. I want to put some meaning into it. But i can't seem to find the right thing to Blog about. so i guess this blog will be ALL OVER THE PLACE.

I CAN FLY AWAY.
I think i'd be Happier.

I can only say so much.
but if it takes me, walking away
for you to realize you deserve
better than her, then i will.
Your Happiness, Means so much
More, than OUR FRIENDSHIP.

<3kayo.

For some time now, i believe it must have been umm.. 4 months i've had multiple conversations with close friends, hp friends and sometime even family about relationship. its not that i ask for it, i seem to always get approached and lead onto the conversation. i don't mind it at all, it gives me a chance to see different point of views and compare them to mine.

i just really wanted to say that i miss you all. =] other than that, i hope everyone had a great and safe Halloween. for those who partied it up, i hope you guys had recovered. for those who spent it with family, i hope you guys enojoyed it, and for those who did something else, i hope you had fun. i had a great time. =]

Its been a whole year. and still i wonder, WHAT IF.

Just wanted to Share a Song. It's pretty much Self explanatory. No, kayo is not in love, neither is she heart broken. she's just surrendering.

Minutes turn to hours, turn to days.
When heartache comes around, to take your place.
Why does it have to stay so long?
Forever seems to be the way for now,
But if I could bring you back to me somehow,
You make it go away, I'm sure.

'Til then I'll listen to the rain,
Falling down outside.
I'll listen to the rain,
Feeling you, inside.

Crying is beautiful, and I remember you.

Alright idiots, You can write all you want about leaving HP. i know most of you are hiding behind a SN. Possibly stalking or just observing the chatroom. Sweetie, its okay to admit that =] If you've become an addict. TRUST ME, its very hard to quit. SO, rather then writting GOODBYE blogs or telling people how you're going to leave and stuff, how bout we put a better meaning to it?

I'm sorry if i used your name in this, i just want this to be as real as can be. I can still remember it, as if it was only yesterday! For once, Let me Speak!

Who ever said i was ready to take my first step? Yet, as a Brave Child, my mother held my hands as i failed multiple times. Like any other, i'd get right back on my foot and try again. Eventually, i did it right?

Who ever said i was ready to ride my bikes on two wheels? Yet i've pulled it through quite well. After failures i've too, also eventually learned.

Who ever said i was ready to speak up for myself? This took almost all of my childhood, and stole my teenage years. I've pushed and pushed till there were nothing left. Though there brought many failures, i eventually did.

Come on, Who wouldn't want a "Bad Ass" Yet total Softy?
Someone who is Always Mean to them, yet cares so much.
Someone who claims to be MEAN to everyone but FAILS.
Someone who is as Charming and knows just what to say.
Someone who claims to be "gay" yet irresistble
From those nice words he says on the phone,
to the way he tries to play it off on hp and tc
Even those Dorky Names he'd call you.
Yet, Plays Stuck up as though he's too good to hang
Tells everyone he's not boyfriend Material because
(correct me if im wrong) "He plays, He Cheats, He Lies"

Suddenly, i can't seem to remember your voice.
Suddenly, the memories of us has been all a blur
Suddenly, i can remember how i've lived before you
Suddenly, i'm begining to accept reality.
Is it a sign that i've really moved on?
or is it because i'm just fcuking losing it?

yog, i am back, and better than ever. LOL that was gay, i'm just messing. i miss you all dearly. this time i'm back to stay for sure. i guess somethings are just not meant to be. So goodluck Ahole who ruined my life. ;] i heard that so much has changed around here, but who knows im ready to see it for myself.

ohhh, and welcome back Peter!
and Happy Birthday Sam faggot ass! (i know im late)
btw, wheres my blogging buddies CL AND EY?
and whats up with the nonsense around here?

Beware, Master kayo has Returned ;]

"The ones we love tend to stay in our hearts and minds long after the relationship ends. While some move on quickly, others dwell and heal at a slower pace. Whatever the case, the thoughts, emotions and memories we experience during this time are heartwrenchingly powerful and real."

-My current Addiction =] it's a great song.
<3Master kayo

So what are your summer plans? This year i'm backing down on the family road trip planned last summer. Supposed to hit up Chicago, IL to visit Aunty, then WI to visit some cousins and Yawm, and then off the MN for J4. but you know what? i'll wait for next summer, then i'll be free to do whatever =] LMFAO, but i'll be on a road trip to NC BBY! for a weekend only. lol. but i miss my lovers down there. So i'm not letting this opportunity pass me by.

This One Is For You. =]

I didn’t mean to fall for you, I didn’t mean to cry
now I’m left all alone, to ask myself why
Should I give it, give it one more try
or should I just simply, tell you this is goodbye

I was your princess and you were my hero
I’m like the number one and you’re the double zero
You’re like the cupid, with the bow and arrow
Shot right through me, and now my heart is narrow

Do you remember our very first conversation
from the way we talk to the chat room observations
late night conversations that lead to temptations

So this was my thrid conversation with her. this time she said the things she wanted with confidence and wasn't ashame to shed some tears. i feel so helpless, for i can't tell her to move on, nor can i tell her to stop feeling the way she does. if i was in her shoes i'd walk the path she is right now. But something like this is something we all must go through at least once in our lives. Looking back on this last conversation she swear will be her last talking about him, i highly doubt it will be.

"Why do i feel like i'm nothing without him?" because you've already decided that you're nothing without him. you've told yourself that. and now, your heart is only following your mind. (I can tell that she's been crying from the sound of her voice)

So I've been sick lately. And those hours spent at the garden in the cold with momma did not help at all. Instead, I've gotten sicker. Thanks to those who were Texting me yesterday, it gave me something to do in the cold. Other than that, my momma is having visitors this weekend, well better yet they've already arrived. and well be heading over anytime soon. so the house is like REALLY CLEAN. I've spent 3 days cleaning it. and throughout the whole time, i was sick. *sighs* okay okay, i guess i'll be busy this weekend. but i shall be back soon to check out the blogs.

"i think i'm falling for him" i looked at her with my mouth open Seriously? i'm thinking to myself. wow, how in the world did this happen? you see, she was a girl who fell hardest for a person she never really knew. she was the girl, who picked herself back up after falling so deep. the one who, no matter what smiled and walked away as though nothings wrong. After all this, who'd ever think she'd fall for another person this fast.

Just Click Play... I Find This Really Inspiring.

When we hear the word Love, what do we think of? Our first impression is a Significant other. Love as in bf/gf sort of thing. and then we'll probably carry on to things like family and friends.

I grew up in the Catholic Hmong Community. As a child i disliked attending Church. Up until i found the interest in Singing along with the words of God. Since then, i've been a Believer of Christ.

yeah, ever heard of that expression? i guess thats exactly what happened to me. Last night i miserably found myself trying to sleep. after a while, i gave up. i got up and decided to go watch some t.v yeah, it helped! it totally bored me to sleep. but idk what it was, maybe it was because when i woke up and searched through my phone, there was nothing to excite me. So i simply, turned my stupid phone to silent, and aimed it for the garbage can. but of course, i'm not bballer, i play volleyball. so i missed!

YES, I met the sexy J.R.A. His voice is just AMAZING. ohh, and the hilarious Comedian Eliot Chang. Overall, everything else was kinda GAY! the dances weren't nice at all. it seems to me no one wanted to do traditional dances anymore. the viets and chinese dances was, ew! they were so slutty. LOLS. like serious why can't we just dance the RIGHT WAY. they seriously made themselves look like fools. umm the hmong one was nice, just that they didnt even wear actually hmong outfits. they had on, green dress with chinese tops and hats. LIKE WTF! atleast wear the correct clothing.