sorry just had to do it too was just to irresistable to get u banned XD and im helping u by keeping you offa hp

omg so i smoked yesterday so much i missplaced my wallet keys and phone lol and then i stayed up all night playing game (battle of the immortals in three two days hours logged in im level 43 already >.> i need to stop doing that now lol im so tired and still cant sleep hopefully i ko and get atleast like three hours of sleep lol

if u see this happy b day my time i remembered it ohh and dear you, you are so gay ur only older then me by one month and 12 days u suck sooooooo much atm but anyway happy birthday ur getting old ( **** i am too -, -) but yea have a good one and night or mornin or afthernoon which ever time it is when u see it

well so me and paia are going out we are happy :] shes goin to visit me next week ive already bought her a plane ticket to visit me what should we do ive already gotten off of work im going to introduce her to my family i hope they will like her because shes a nice wonderful person. i hope i will get to spend all my time with her while shes here :] shes going to be here for a two weeks :] i get to spend time with her im so glad :] so if u guys dont see her on sorry we are spending time together atm :] hope u guys have a good day off to talk to paia now :]

lol damn i guess KI@ was right i am going emo... i have a feeling im going to get arrested tonight :] this is going ot be an intresting night so much cant wait till midnight. so my uncles and them talked to me today and they told me ive gone soft im not the same as before i find it funny and kind of true so i guess its time i go back to the way i use to be im tired of waiting for something that is never going to happen im tired of waiting for her :] tonight im going to cut all ties.

So, to my crush I'm sure u will know who you are after u see this :]. To be honest someone and i had a talk and it kind of helped me realize something, I shouldnt be waiting for a chance now i should forget about it and move on. I've had so many chances to have something nice, but i have always held myself back because of you. i have since two years held myself back because u reminded me of someone i knew back then and waited for six years. so i guess eight years i have truely never liked anyone because i locked my feelings inside.

you may be willing to wait for a lifetime but eventually they arnt going to see what u are to them so i am gonna move onto more important things, time to let go of love that wasnt there and find something meaningful you can work towards in life :]find someone who see you exist waiting for six years was long enough. and then waiting for another person for two years in those six added is eight so eight years is what i figured why i havnt loved anyone really lol. i may have had girl friends but i have not truely had any of the real emotions.

if u truely are going to leave hp today, i shall miss coming on hp when i dont work in the mornings to say hello. i guess no more of that . -sigh- too bad u didnt believe me :/ ohh well i hope u have lots of fun at work mary and dont be lazy and go eat till u cant et anymore on ur lunch breaks :]. ohh nd hi mary :].

ok ok ok ok so where to begin ehh screw it im gonna get to the damn point, please wait im not even going to say please you just need to do something about the annoying spammers on hp chat, you say u want some suggestions on how to gain more hits on hp right well this would be considered a biggy.

hello the lovely mary and good morning. hope u have a good day and dont eat too much junk food when ur at lunch os you hear lol. kk time to go os bye laovely mary :] and for the homos thinking tht in ur head no lol because u know who u are and no

so we are wondering who is hp's cutest couple at the moment and we want some of you're opinions and these are the couples we know of so far.

kesper and cynthia <--------my bet
mandy and lengo
houa and jayv
charity and ablis
rok and nancy
pao and fawm
sam and katie
justin and leah
mary and donny
karen annd keng
inchen and his crush

so theres my list now gimme the couples or htoughts of who u guys think are going out or should

ummm can't u guys grow some balls and get over it and just get along. i mean whats with the retarded sn's y not just tell who u are have some guts or are u scared to be critisized by ur own readers also. whats the point of posting somthing retarded like that what are u achieving besides the fact of people like me thinking u have no life and u enjoy trying to gain attention because thats all i see what u are trying to do O_O. go get laid or something lol smoke some weed have a beer and get along. :] sorry i just felt like saying something about ur dumb blogs :]

hmm so yea im at work just my ussualy tuesdays night finish everything at work and then have a beer or so many lol. skipping all the unimportant parts, so driving home im just lisitning to music and kind of in my own world. when i get near home i realised i had a tear running down the side of my cheek i dont know why. but i just do i didnt realise till then why so. i know ive been kind of down lately but yea iono. just wierd random thoughts in my head drinking so much lately why so. why do i feel so down why the need to feel like drinking so much.

Hi guys it seems like a while since I've actually been online so here I am on my phone lol and Luke and keep go to hell you freaking homosexual kc told me what u Said lol. I'll be back on whenever I'm done with my vacation or whenever I fell like it. and to KOJ yes kph you know who I'm referring to lol go to sleep nas freaking vampire and I'm still watching tv aqua teen hunger force puagahahah XD. Ok bye guys

sooooo im annoyed as ****ing hell right now i dont know i fell like going to kill someone i hate. i just want to kill them ****en strangle them with my hands choke them in my hands knock the **** outta sommeoane.

ok so many of you are wondering about me and kc if you want to know please ask kc because i will not be on for a few days thank you and have a nice pleasant time on hmongpride.com

ok youre guys blogs are getting annoying at first theyy where intresting but now thheyre just getting annoyingg seeing u two try and bash on each other over the blog page both of u grow up shake hands and get over it already we dont care who is who or what sheesh well i dont anyway im just tired of coming on and seeing lame hate blogs towards each other -. -

lately ive been having thoughts what if so and so would of believed me that day how would i be now. what if i would of gone a different path would i still be the same person i am today. would i be a happy person. would i still feel what i am today. would i be married lol ohh well lifes like that lifes a big regret well im about to go to work now bye hpers and thanks for reading this little thought blog of mines

omg it has been a while since i have been on hp or online much its changed so much i dont know if its wierd people or just people undercover lol but so many sn's i dont know >.> that know my name scary heev heev as my bano says lol hmm hp is dead now bye hp till i decide to get on again and bye hper's please be nice to each other while im gone or else... <----(spose to be dramatic dots dum Dum DUM!!! XD)

im serious i never thought i would ddislike someone until i meet claire this is a first i truely dislike her shees the first hper that i do not like its amazing lol

Ok so I'm tired of seeing these gay lame blogs saying i hate you omg you suck omg ur a poser why not shove it in your mouth and just suck on it now lol. damn guys grow up for real sheesh. I thought you all are adults i guess not at least one of you is being the bigger man really.

Just leave things be stop saying anything further and blah blah blah blah blah. you get my point now grow some balls and get over it and act like an adult now. ur not all kids now -. -.

lol so i was talking to mocha de pual yesterday was fun. i've never really had the chance to talk to her even though i see her on. and it because like she said i ussually am off doing my own thing lol. well it was nice to know what you though mocha de pual and also im sorry i knocked out on you yesterday one sec i was typing and the next thing i remember is waking up today lol XD. myb ill be on toninght to and maybe i wont dont know yet. i would love to come on and talk and get to know mocha de pual more though lol

I feel suicidal today in the recent past three weeks I've wrecked two cars. I just had an accident today with my new car. I've wasted about 5000 dollars im going to have to quit my assistant manager job soon. Im having self issues right now. Im still up drinking and have been since nine. What else could go wrong. People say you have to go through bad things for it to get better. I don't think its going to get any better for me.

Dude guys I miss being an alcoholic. I found out I did yesterday night, I went to an afther party for the pre nc new year. I thought their wasn't going to be a lot of drinking, but to my amazement their was.I even drank too, but I only did because all my buddies where there. I didnlt know they where gonna show up. They told me they heared I was in town and id be there so they decided to show up.

So, like my title says I got played into a date yesterday lol was kind of stupid actually. I had fun though, and yes keely if you are reading this I know you are thinking is it vanessa, so it is. Well my day yesterday started out as just any other work but lately my boss says he's going to start giving me afthernoons off because I've been working too much. He says I've havnt been getting enough sleep lol. Well so im going to be getting off of work around 3 now a days, so I went home. I was just about to go to sleep around 6 lol I know early ass hell.

It was around 4:50, I was still debating on if I should go out with Vanessa or not. When five hit I finally decided one date whouldnt hurt. So as I put on my jeans and a blue long sleeve. I drove to her work plcae, she was sitting down, still as beautiful as before she went into work I thought to myself. I approached her, she said "I really didn't think you where going to show up. I thought I was going to have to call my cousin to come pick me up." I gave a little laugh and simply said "Sorry im a little late I lost track of the time."

I'm at work, just minding my own bussiness. I looked up, we wernt busy today seems so slow for some reason. So I just sat back and relaxed.

Then at 11:30 cam around I took one of my ussual amoke breaks. I went out side, sat in one of the white old fashion rocking chairs the mall has. I lite up a cigarette, looked around the front of the mall. For some reason they had the big christmas tree up already. I thought to myself " hmm it's nice and sunny today". Because it was I was going to take a 30 minute break instead of my ussual 5 minute smoke break.

so guys ive been noticing a lot lately that most of the couples are going through some rough times. some of them arnt going to be together anymore sadly, and some are only getting worse. i notice that when one of the persons is having a hard time u all tend to choose sides, you all tend to take it as a joke. Well you guys shouldnt you know i mean i know its just a chat but you know sometimes u have to take the things u guys say into consideration. If you arnt helping anyone out by saying something you shouldnt be or isnt true you know you should just sh*t the F8ck up seriously.

Hmm my day today so far has been going horribly wrong. I got into a car accident today on yhe way to work. It was a hit and run so it wasn't my fault. Now my car is messed up and not really safe to drive on the road. I had to still go to work also because I am the only one who is working morning shifts.

Ok, so I am sure you all have noticed someone has been kicking people out of the chat room the past few days. I have also gotten some hate mail from some of you faggots lately saying that i was the one doing it.

Well for one retards, I'm not the one kicking you dumb cracks. If i was id give u a warning at least. Secondly I'm not the only one who knows how to do it dick weeds, thirdly keep sending me hate mail ill really go on hp one day and kick you all out.