WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO WHEN YOU FIND OUT THAT YOUR BOYFRIEND HAVE TWO GIRLFRIENDS?

ANYONE GIVE ME SOME GOOD ADVICES?

IT'S NOT FOR ME, IT FOR MY GIRLS........

The truth hurts...you kno what reality hurts...and it hits me hard as hell in the face...how can you love someone but have made promises to someone else?...what if you never follow through and this is all just a game?...what then?...how can you tell me that you have these feelings for me...but yet say you love someone else..how will my story end?...how will yours?

I'm Bored So I Decided To Write This! Read It!

I Have Thought That Real Love Is Happening To Me Again! But I don't Think It's True No More!
You Know Why? Well It's Not Because Of You Or Other People And It's Also Not Because Of What Happening.
It's Because I realize That What I Did To Myself Is Not Fair. I Think It's My Fault Not Your! I Just Need To Be Myself More1
I Don't Think I Have Respect Myself Enough. I Know That You Always Caught Me With Everything I Do That Is A Lie And It's True. I Did Lie! Everyone Have Something To Lie bThat You Can't Explain The Reason Why.

Have you recently lost some of your faith in the future, pangnhia? Isn't it time to do something about this, especially where your personal life is concerned? You could find the answers to these kinds of questions if you would just take a second look at the quality of your relationships with the people close to you. Who knows, love might just give you back your enthusiasm for living!

The current aspect brings with it the powerful desire to have your wicked way with someone special. If you have known this person for some time, then it is a question of talking to them about your deeper feelings and how you can connect more meaningfully together. If you are really in sync then this will come as no surprise to them. You just have to be true to yourself.

URG! FALLING DOWN. I DON'T HAVE ANY STRENGTH TO DO ANYTHING ANYMORE! FCUK!

I have been sick for 2 day now. It make me mad and piss off. Also, my parents won't let me go to the summer program out of state too, which make me even mad. I just want to get out of the house as fast as I can. Everyday of my life rights now want to give up on everything. I'm so tired and sick. I just want to lay down in my bed alone.....forever!

I dont know this morning I wake up. I feel like there is someting that is not right with me. I don't know what it really is. I had think, is it that I don't have enough sleep? No, its not that. It's weird. I try to ingore it, but I can't. It's in my mind. I always think about it, but I don't what it was. I start to worry. Well I was sad and feel lonely yesterday so I think it might be that, but it's not that either.

Good Morning Hp......

I'm having a bad today today!
Don't know the reason why!
Feeling sad and worry!

I watch this movie and it make me don't want to go to sleep. It's not scare, but it make me can't go to sleep.

I don't know how to put my pix on the display photo.......Someone help me with it? Thnx!

I love you, but I have let you go because we're just friends. I don't want our friendship to be over so I have to let you go. When I stay close to you, I just want to hug you. The I more I talk to you, the I more I fall in love with you. I don't want to brake our friendship. These day, I pretend to smile, laugh while we're joking about other girls, and I pretend to act that I'm not falling for you. The true is, every time I close to you, I want to hug you, want to say I love you every night, and want someone to miss me when I'm not there beside them.

Please don't, don't said that you love me. Please don't, if you don't care. Please don't make me understand wrong that what you said is truthful. Please don't, I don't want to hear. If you didn't mean what you said. Just tell me the true so everything well be better. I'm trying to move on now, so what you said you didn't mean it then don't said it again. I'm so tired rights now. I don't want to think again and again that you still care. Why you want to keep me while your is with other person. What the point? It's not fair.

I'm bored so I write for fun.

If there is a soccer ball and a football that hit your head very hard.
Which one hurt the most?

If you can't trust your parents and yourself.
Who can you trust?

Like I said, I've have learn my lesson.
Right now I don't have to worry about in a relationship.
Don't have to worry about what my friends or other people think about me because what I did make myself happy.
I ignore the hater.
I move on.
I care about myself more then other people.
I success they're not.
I am happy make them jealous.
My life is full with happiness.

"Asian Club Sweetheart DanceTheme: DRESS TO IMPRESSCost: $3.00 FOR NORTH STUDENTS $5.00 FOR NON-NORTH STUDENTS *****LADIES ARE $3.00 WITHIN THE FIRST 30 MIN*****What: VALENTINE'S DANCE, so bring your lover! There will be a couple contest! =)Where: 14TH AND KNOX (enter at Door 28, by the lunchroom)When: THIS FRIDAY!!!!! FEBRUARY 12, 2010 FROM 5PM - 9PMWho: ANYONE WELCOME***MAKE SURE TO HAVE A PICTURE I.D. WHEN YOU COME AND NO SOLID COLORS!! SO SPREAD THE WORDS AND COME PREPARE TO PARTY HARD!!***P.S.- DO NOT ENTER THROUGH THE MAIN DOOR (DOOR 13 ON 15 AND JAMES).

Is it my fault or my mom fault?............??????

My mom and me were arguing yesterday. She told me to answer her and I told her I don't know what to answer her. She get mad and said, well I don't care care anymore do whatever you want to do which I didn't do anything that will hurt her at all. Well I did but not as much as she been saying. I go to school every days, never been to a party since 2 years now, stay home every weekend, go to church, get good grade, and listen to her when she told me not to go out with my girls. She still saying I'm a bad girl. How? Like I told her, a bad girls isn't like me. A bad girls doesn't have good grade, doesn't stay home, stay home every weekend, and go to school everyday. well yes I dress like a bad girl, but I'm not a bad girl. Also, she does she understand me? She doesn't let me go to the college I want to go. She want me to follow my sister to her college. I told her mom I don't want to follow my sis to her college. That college doesn't have my mayor. She still don't understand. Why it always have to be me??? Everything I do, my parents always against. I didn't do anything wrong to harm them. The thing I do, it harm myself. Well They been saying that I'm not old enough. Well yes my age is not old enough, but I know enough to protect myself. I know what is right and what is wrong. I cry for you guy how many time, you didn't know. Thing I did that is perfect and good, ya look pass, but thing that I did and it's bad, ya been yelling at me and hit me. I'm old now, I don't ya to hit me anymore. Ya think I don't love and don't listen to ya, that not true. I lvoe ya and listen to ya, but ya didn't see. I hurt me too. Ya never happy with me when I did good thing but ya happy with my sisters and brothers when they did good thing. I don't understand. You guy have kick me out of the house many time, but I pretend it nothing because I have nowhere to go. I dying inside, but you guy don't know. Can't write any longer. It is all I can say for now. The more I say the more I starting to cry and hurt.

Watever.... do wat u wanna do.... i dont care.... tire of ur lyin n bull****.... Those word came out of ur mouth are lie.... I dont get a damn bout ur ****..... Im done.... Only God Know Me....U ass hole **** didnt know anythin bout me.... but u say u know everythin bout me n care bout me....... **** it..... there no damn....

well i write this to a dump ass.....

I have learn the lesson now. I learn how to say no. I learn how make no mistake. I learn how to take care of myself. I learn how to stay alone. I learn how to control myself. I how to listen to my heart. I learn how to keep myself smile. I learn how to keep myself safe. I learn how to make be myself. I learn how to do everything for myself. I learn how to make the right decision. I don't need nobody to tell me how to do thing anymore. For now on, I will be myself. I will not let other to take me down. I learn who to trust and who not to trust.

It's 2010 inside of my heart is empty. It is suppose to be like this or it just that i don't have feeling or its new year and make me feel like this. Last year will be the year that I remember the most because I have learn a lot of experience from it. This year my life would not be the same. It will change and will continue changing till it full. I delete everything that I have in last year. I will not make the same mistake and the wrong decision. Last year is enough. For now on, everything will have to be in schedule. Everything will be for real. No kidding. I meant it.

I hurt
I cry

Well, i was planing to go out with my girls, but my mom won't let me go. I decided to stay and ask my girls to come to my house so we can celebrate New Year, but my parents won't let them come to my house. So I stay alone last night wondering and sad. I was suppose to have fun on New Year, but I'm not. So I wish next year, it will be better and I having fun. Well to all of the hyper people, Happy New Year. Hope ya have a great New Year.

Love By Me Y_Y

Well two week for winter break. I dont know how to spend these two week. I think just gonna stay home finish homework. Also rest my mine.

christmas is almost here..........what should i do? should i go out or just stay home? I wanna have fun durin christmas........yesterday my boyfriend tellin me somethin tat he thik it will make me sad, but i dont. He say babe, i am thikin i didnn give anythinto u.....i say to him, i dont need anythin from u all i need is u to love me tat all......also he live far away from me.....

I hate this feeling, I don't want to feel like this anymore. It hurting when I don't know what I did wrong. I want to know what did I do wrong and why them didn't tell me. They turn me down. I feel like I'm alone. Why it have to be me? I don't want this feeling. I want peace!!!

My boyfriend mad I don't know what to do. He is really mad. I call him, but he doesn't pick up.

One of my guy friend want to date me, but i don't have feeling for him. I like him as a brother. I never though that he have feeling for me. He let me choose to date or just being friend because he I'm dating him. There is a girl like him. If I choose not to date him, he will go date that girl, but he really like me and want to date me. Should I choose date him or should we just being friend????

This morning I wake up. I have a feeling that I never did before. I am thinking what wrong with me. I didn't do anything to hurt myself yesterday. So, I realize that i can't get up. Why? what happening to me? I wondering. Hmmm....? I awake again and it's my dream.

What should I do? Christmas is almost here. I still single. I think I need a date. But there no one that I feel like or interesting at. Should I just celebrate along. I don't want to be lonely on Christmas day. All my girls have plan going some where with their boyfriend. I have no one. Sad ........

Never thought that it really happen to me. Never care to think about until it actually happen. Will there be a way for me to change my life to normal again. I want my old life where I don't know anyone. I am more happy then. I don't want this stupid life where everyone bothered me every single day.

I think I did the rights thing by being nice and patient, but I'm wrong. I end up worrying and confuse about my life now. I realize this yesterday that I don't know what I'm doing with my life.