I saw this on youtube randomly. This reminded me of HP. LoL.

Without you Munchie..I see lines of fire in my brain.
I feel sadness, depression, I live unbearable pain.
Without you Munchie, I hear the smile of life crying loudly,
where the ears of a sad fate listens calmly holding
the broken promises about the untrue happiness..

Without you Munchie, I see a heart that's broken, left
between the dust of the worlds biggest desert
as the sun shines over my burnt hearts' skin.
How painful, shameful it seems to be, for without
you makes the biggest cursed sin.

Without you Munchie..I see cold nights singing the saddest

You lack motivation even though you have plenty of reasons for inspiration.
And don't get me started on your lack of aspirations.
Your claim is that it's because of your situation.
You act like another statistic. You're driving me ballistic.
I hate to say it but I'm trying to be realistic.
You're just another one of "them".
A baggy clothes wearing, nappy-headed, undeducated person.
And there's nothing for you, no open doors.
But don't sit here crying to me about it anymore.
Because you could have been something more.
Yes I did said it in the past tense -_-.

Love happens when it happens,
you can never say no
for you don't know what
the future has in store.

My dear friend,
just open your heart.
I know you're not dumb,
when you find love, then you do.

Whether it gives you joy,
whether it does not.
Love is still love,
even that which is unrequited.

My dear friend,
you can never say
that you will never love,
because love happens when it happens.

It does not happen
when you tell it to,
it just does not happen
when you tell it to.

That is why, open your heart
and do not bet on your love
because as time passes,

Not even gravity. No gravity can't. It can't for I refuse ! To fall in love with you. I'll not let it happen, I've already loved once. I don't need to repeat my defeat again. The cuts on my knee, bitter taste of my blood, oh how it pained me ! When I fell on the ground on that hard cold pavement, with its rough edges that tore my dress. As gravity caught up with me and you. It sneaked up behind me, and pushed without notice. I tried to stay up, but I lost all my balance. Gravity you're strong, but not strong enough ! I'm tougher than your force, I'll not fall for this boy.

You say you know the old me better than I do.
So what is the old me?
Suicidal
Worthless
Heartless
Always feeling worthless...
Well I don't want that anymore.
I want to feel accepted, feel alive, like I'm somebody.
I want to get out of this darkness, and to see the light again.
I want my life back.
A life where my friends don't leave every time I need them most.
A life where my parents trust me.
A life where I can be accepted for who I want to be.
A life where I don't always screw up.
I'm sick of being tired.
I'm tired of being sick.

Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect, this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you.

I'm not perfect, I don't try to be. I am messy and afraid, but I know what I want when I want it, and that's never going to changed. You run away because you don't know why you want what you do. You dissappear when you start to open up, you can't wait to see me one day, then I don't hear from you for days. I don't get it, in the beginning went just fine, then you slowly left. This can't be. It's either me or guys are scared of their feelings.

You call yourself a failure, only bringing yourself down with lies you tell yourself. Feeling broken and defeated by the world and people that surround you. You feel alone and hopeless with no where to go, but look around and see that you're not alone, and you are loved. You're so wonderful, don't let any one get you down. You know I care and don't like to see you hurt. So put a smile on, and be strong and remember I'm always be here to pick you up off the ground when you fall. Just take my hand and know it will only get better from here. Put away the knife, and dry your eyes.

Uhhhh. I had nothing to do right now, and so I thought about HP blog. LoL. Haven't been here for the longest time. I actually miss HP ^^. Not sure how to put a video on here, this will be my first time putting up a video. Let's hope it works ^^. If not then uhhh, not sure. LoL. I thought of a poem to go with it. Enjoy ^^.

You always seem to take my breath away.
I try to tell you, but the nerves get in the way.
I try to tell you what's inside.
Let all my feelings out as high as the sky.
They would reach the stars up above.
How I feel for you. The undying love.

Whoot whoot !!! Our movie, starring you and me. Hollywood is in for a treat, wait until they see ^^. The stage is all ours, so let's put on a good show !!! We act these roles so well, but they will never know =P. Shakespeare seems out of date, romeo and juliet is sooo old. Dorky they have nothing on us, so let our story be told ^^. We write romance scenes, like forever had no end. It all comes so natural, with an amazing boyfriend =P. We've only gotten started, the end is far from now. Nothing can break us up, not even a broken vow ^^.

Calvin, this is for koj nas ^^. I'll rip some bird wings and glue it onto my back, then I'll come flying to you ^^. Let's hope it works .

I can't explain the feeling that I get,
when I remember, the day we met,
it's one moment I can never forget,
It feels like in my life, I took a step
I didn't realize how much this would grow,
this powerful feeling, its hard to not show,
now that i know you exist I can't be alone,
when I look at you, I see my perfect home
Is this what love is?
Yours has made me blind,
so perfect that I know this love is hard to find, dorky,

Dorky, if you're reading this, it means that I am Forever and Always yours !!! ^^ This poem is for you, don't ever stop believing in my feelings for you. NO TAKE BACKS !!! ^^

The warrior searches the fields
Hiding from those who shall harm him,
The treasure he seeks is priceless
Chances of finding it seems slim,
Hate is looking along with envy
While shame and embarassment follow,
Deceit tries to take control
Now pride tells them where to go,
Following the light he can see the future
The heart always rings true,
The treasure is close within his grasp

I'm going back to school on January 11th, 2009. So excited because basically, there's nothing to do at home. But sometimes I think, "What if I never come back home?" Heard so many stories about student getting kiddnap! AIYAH!!! SCARY!!! Aaahhh never mind about it, the more I think about it, the more I don't want to go back to school. Anyways, I'll be done in two more years. Little Karen, and Addiction, I miss you two! Call me! Tripper, you lied to Karen that you didn't see me at Wal-Mart!? This morning is a boring morning. My mind is blank. Sigh.