hiya!!! <3 lols, anyways, i havent been here inna while. for some reason i just had a thought about this place while i was online and decided to drop by and see if hp is still the same old hp. seems like it, with a few more advertisement for clothing and etc??? 0.o kinda weird but chyea.. wells, hopefully everyone has a merry christmas and a happy new year. btw, if u are in fresno for the new years, y'all should come meet up with the rest of us at the fair grounds new years to hang out. it'll be fun. ^-^ okies, time to leave again for another couple of months. swoosh.....
-mai

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!! Lol. Seems like a life time ago since i was last on here.. So many memories and so much laughter. I remember when HP was my life. Those days were crazy. Lol. I couldnt even keep away for a second. Wierd though.. Now that i look back on it, i havent been here for a couple of months now.. I wonder if everyone is still here, or is it all noobs now. Hrm.. I wanted to originally do a shoot out to my lovers and babes, but a quick hello would be much simplier. ^-^ hehe. Btw, i miss u guys alot.. Muahz. Toodles!
-Mai

the song says it all..

sometimes i sit here and think about wat couldve been. its a waste of time but then again, i still ponder about it for awhile.. i think about how i use to talk to so many guys back then. how i was a..i guess u can kall it a player? haha.. aniways, i had mah fun and jus did watever that i wanted to whenever. it was all based on instinct and jus going wit the flow. life was easy and carefree. i partily started talking to so many guys bc of mah ex. after he and i broke up, it was mah way to cope wit things. mah way of moving on and forgetting wat he and i had.

This Saturday May 21st at Fresno Hmong Baptist Church we are getting together for a candle lit prayer for the Hmong Christian people in Vietnam. If you can make it please be there.

it always makes meeh smile when he sings for meeh. our liddo moments together make mah day. even if its jus a minute on the phone wit him, im always happie after. the butterflies take a moment to fade away, but im not worried bc i knoe they'll be back later that day. hearing his laughter gives meeh a peace of mind bc i knoe he's been through so much in life already. im jus happie to share the present part of his life wit him, even if in the end, it doesnt turn out like i want it to..

sometimes i get that butterfly feeling jus talking to him or seeing his name pop up on mah phone. then other times when i realize that i dnt mean the same to him as he means to meeh, i get that sharp pain in the pit on mah stomach. it hurts a liddo more each time i start to realize this.. so tell meeh, wat should i do.. let go or keep holding on..

<3 theeone&onlie

ive been thinking and lately, it seems like ive been going through the same thing i was a while ago. seems like im going in a circle. i needa get away frm this feeling bc i knoe i shouldnt be feeling this way animore. its stupid bc he's moved on already but why do i still miss him.. this is such a waste of mah time. :/ aniways.. this song is dedicated to mah Ruam. hope u like it.

<3 theeone&onlie

White Swans - Lupe Fiasco ft. Andra (NEW)

The person i want in mah future is someone i cant have atm. Difficulties are keeping us apart, but ill still be here waiting. I think all i will ever be doing is waiting on u. Like the promise that we made, we'll wait for each other til the end. This isnt the end yet, so hopefully u havent forgotten our promise we made that nite bc i havent.. I jus want chu to knoe, that u'll forever have a place in mah heart. Im still here waiting dummiebutt..

ever since i saw that, i felt like crying. it kinda hurt how u didnt even tell meeh. bleh.. im so stupid for even talking to u still. i shouldve listen to others and jus stopped talking to u altogether but i didnt. iono why i was and still am soo stubborn about it. damn.. totally ****ed that up huh?.. i guess a part of meeh was always hoping that there couldve been something but naw. it was jus false hope. oh wells. ill learn frm this so that i wnt make the same mistake twice. thanx punkass.

hrm.. so wat to write. kinda scattered brain atm. haha sorrie. this will be random but plz listen to the song! its a good song. ;] hehe.

lets see.. i cant wait for tonite bc its mah sisters bday and were going clubbing. yay! lol lame i knoe but oh wells. gonna head to class and take a wuick test then off to get ready for the clubs. ;] la la la... i soo dnt knoe wat to write. hrm........................................... okies im dne. byes!

-theeone&onlie

oka so im pretty sure everyone has prolly seen the alexandra wallace youtube video hating on asians. wat do u guys think about it? was it a racial video or was it partily true and funnie in away? there has been response in both ways and i jus wanna knoe wat u HP-ers think. lemme knoe.
-mai

link if u havent seen the video yet..

i was going through mah email jus awhile ago and i came upon this. i had emailed it to mahself as kinda of a reminder of wat he and i had had in the past. i wanna share this wit all of you bc these few words that he had written means alot to meeh. i didnt write it nor do i take credit for this piece of writing. thanx for reading though. <3

Jul 27, 2010 4:44 PM

Subject: PLEASE READ!!!

Body: Why does hatred exist? Because love exist. Why do people hate

each other? because of peace. Then why do we even live? Thats for

everyone to know and for us to fine out.

for once in the HP world, can u guys jus not hate on each other? like seriously, we are all adults or atleast most of us are legal as u can put it. so grow up and stop wit the hate blogs.

i get that there will always be haters in here but jus for one day, can all of u jus stop? look in the mirror before saying that stuff about that certain person. can u reallie say that u arent those exact words that u are kalling that certain person.

well, i havent written in for quite awhile now. iono.. its seems as if i havent had motivation for so long. i remember writing so much when i was still in high school and writing about anything and everything. ever since i started college, iono.. theres no motivation for meeh to write animore. theres nothing there to keep meeh going and i felt like it was pointless to even write, so i slowly stopped writing. i didnt write about mah thoughts or feelings or life or anithing. i jus merely stopped.

im having a reallie crappy day today and i wish someone could make it better, but oh wells. ive learned to not depend on ppl animore, bc in the end, ill be the onlie one getting hurt.. [sigh]
-theeone&onlie

this is frm 712 Collab. they're frm Iowa. i think their music is pretty good so far but lets see wat else they come up wit.

p.s. hey koua, this is meeh keeping mah end of the deal & showing u wassup wit how i promote mah bois [btw, u aint one animore]. oh, learn to listen & remember ppls name.

-theeone&onlie..

Dear T.L.,

i wont give up on us.. i knoe we've had our hard times, but im still in love wit u so im not letting go. i made the mistake of letting go once and i wnt make the same mistake twice, even if it hurts meeh in the end..

-theeone&onlie

Dear T.L.,

its says it all hehe.

♥ -thee one & onlie

boi, he aint u.. i wish our fate was different but i guess we onlie came into each others lives for a short time to teach the other person that love can so wonderful and so painful at the same time and then to depart our own ways.. on those lonely days, i wish that u were still here wit meeh.. <3

ive been thinking for a while now and i think its best if we jus go our own seperate ways.. maybe this is jus best for the time being.

i remember those days when u would jus kall meeh up on ur breaks or in between classes jus to check up on meeh and see wat i was doing and how mah day was going. now, u dnt even kall during the day animore. or how u would kall meeh in the morning to wake meeh up for skool and we would talk for awhile before i actually got up to get ready..

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!! hiya babes. damn ive missed u guys so much lately! haha. how are all of u doing? school starting up again for some of u and work was always there rite ppls? lol as for others, y'all are BUMS!! jks <3 <3

well im bored waiting for mah auto class. bleh! i hope im not the onlie gurl in that class bc that'll be kinda awkward. haha. hopefully not. i have about 40 mins to kill before i have to head to class.

la la la. i dnt knoe wat else to write. maybe later when im waiting for mah nite class, ill write u guys something else much deeper than this blah blog.