Nolee dear, this song is dedicated to koj from kuv os. Listen well.

Since Nolee and Wifey dedicated their sympathies, I told Wifey I should do it too. Guess what she said! She said, "Do one for kuv!" Lol. So I'm going to, but I'm going to write it to my darling, Nolee, too. (:

Dear Wifey a.k.a. my KathieDoll,

Hello Kids! ;D
It's been awhile since I post a blog. Ha! I actually forgot how for awhile. Anyhow, here's a lil' something Ablis and I put together.
Now...ENJOY!

All these awesome people!
Let's have a convo., shall we?
Jen said, "uyfuhafrhafjkahfjaa."
You said, "___________________________."
Warning:
I'm going to speak my mind.

- My tooth is bleeding or is it my teeth? I can't really tell, but I can taste the blood. Ah, maybe it's a tooth. I heard when you have bleeding teeth (tooth), you're not brushing enough. True or false?
Anyhow, I seem to had lost my voice. Hangie, darling, sorry for the delay of our song.

HP Dramas:
One day I'll write a book about it or I'll put it as my topic of a English paper.
One day I'll wake up, read the newspaper and on the front cover would write in huge, bold print, "Three dead, Millions injured. Fights broke out after a small conflict through a website call 'HmongPride.com.'"
One day HP dramas will make history; under the name World War III.

By the way, I'm going to miss you kids! (;

Sincerely,
Jen

I'm fighting for you because I'd lost someone extremely special before. I should had fought for that person. I shouldn't had given up, but I pulled back. I was afraid. I was young. I was foolish.
I'm not perfect. I'd lost a couple battles before.
But I'm fighting for you because I can't lose you. Although I'm falling apart every time, I'm still holding on. I'm an idiot carving this pain deeper into me as the alcohol seep into the scars, but that's what an emo do. They love the pain, am I right?
I adore you enough to stay this long in this position.
But I'm done.

What's up, Hpers?! (;
Yes, it's been awhile since I've post a blog.
It's been awhile since I've record a song too, so here's a new song I just recorded. It's plain and simple, but I hope you guys enjoy it.

Sincerely,
Jenni See Vang <3

Dear Hpers,

I'm excited! ;D
By the way, it's been awhile since I've wrote a blog, so here I am. I'm posting...away.
I just got out of the shower. I owe Ahlee a song. Oh! Can't forget Polo gay. I owe Polo a full song. =| Damn! Polo! So darn good at tic-tac-toe! He won all the frigg'n game! It's not that I suck or anything...*walking away*
HeHe. Kuv tsis lame os. It's not that kuv tsis good too. I just suck at tic-tac-toe. It's okay. I'm going to win one day! *evil laughs*
O m g! Hangie, love ya's collab song! It's awesome! <3
I miss Nolee. ):

"I'm sorry. I always push people away from me whenever anyone tries to get close. I get into my defensive mode and idk why. I just want to tell you I'm sorry. I know that I can be kind of slow sometimes and I won't say all the right things, but one thing for sure, I've been missing you. You probably think I am some kind of a jerk, but I'm really not, or at least I don't think I am. I am just a clueless idiot. I don't want to be a jerk, Jenn. I'm sorry. I was a fool and didn't even realize it, but I don't want to lose you, Jenni."

He made my day. (:

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Hope ya' like it. (;

written a song that was based on a lost love? Every song you kept writing was about just that person? Do you reminisce every so often? Hurt yourself missing that particular person? Have you ever told yourself you will move on yet found yourself walking backward only?

Ladies:
Ever been afraid no one could ever embraced you in the most gentle touch like Him anymore...
Ever miss His touch...
The late phone calls at night....
The feeling of falling asleep on the phone w/ Him; when you could feel his breath brushing against your ears...

Myself:

Do you remember when...
your close friends became strangers, lollipops turned into cigarettes, the innocent ones turned into sluts, homework goes in the trash, soda became vodka, kisses turned into sex?
Remember when...
getting high meant swinging on the playground, protection meant wearing helmet, the worst thing you could get from boys were cooties?
Remember...

I was paralyzed.
I kept thinking to myself...why now?
I prayed, "Let her be. Leave her with me. Please, don't take her away. I still need her to be my strength; encourage me. The only one who understands. This is when I need her more than ever."

It was around 7 p.m. today when my cousin called and told my mom that Grandma's not breathing anymore. I didn't know what to think. I picked up my shoes and rushed outside with my mom. My mom beseeched to let Grandma live. I was terrified; I kept crying. Why now?

Of course, the quality sucks. Just enjoy. (:

Tell me what ya' think. (: It's not the best, and the quality sucks! But turn up your speaker!

<3

I was driving on the freeway today. As I'm looking around me, I wondered does others have the same heartache as me. The breeze today was a chill in the bone, but I managed to keep myself warm. I was walking on the Riverside Bridge reminiscing, hurting myself repeatly over you. That had become a habit for me. It's a pleasant feeling when I reminisce about you; it brings a smile onto my face. The cast of you have hovered over me for so long. I wish you could be here, caress my body with your warmth embrace, and kiss me with the most breathtaking touch. Heaven knows I miss you so much.

It's so hard to lose the one you love
To finally have to say goodbye
You try to be strong, but the pain keeps holdin' on
And all that you can do is cry
Deep within your heart you know it's time to move on
When the fairy tale that you once knew is gone

When the last tear drop falls
I'll still be holdin' on to all of our memories
And all of what used to be
When the last tear drop falls
I will stand tall
And know that you're here with me in my heart
When the last tear drop falls

So now I'm alone and life keeps movin' on
But my destination still unknown

I have never asked for too much. I have never given too much. I have never said too much. I have never held back too much. I have never lied too much. I have never challeneged too much.
I have cried too much. I have laughed too much. I have kept promises too much. I have walked thoroughly too much.

..how to add a video on blogs again? It's been awhile since I've posted a blog, so I forgot how :/ Anyhow, I would appreciate it (:

Thanks!

Happy Thanksgiving!

..and down at the web blogs, I found a topic => http://blogs.asiantown.net/-/1546/7-girls-beat-a-girl.aspx <=

So I was like, What the f*ck is wrong with those girls? What the f*ck is going on? Is this a f*cken joke? Dude, she's just letting them f*cking her up. Isn't she suppose to f*cken fight back? What a dumb f*cken b*tch. Stupid h*es. *Beep, beep, beep*.

Tell me. Why is this world so cruel? lol. Seven girls gaining on one girl. Just like seven boys gaining on one boy. Overall, what makes you (the seven people) think you're tougher? Anyhow, opinion? Anyone?

Love,

I was driving from my classes today and this hint of sadness strike me. I told him I liked him, but it made me ask myself. What made me unperfect? He kept saying we'll always be the best of friend. I smile at that thought yet so hurt. Why is it that only like can build such a pain? I don't know. He said he like me too, but is that just a compliment to make me feel better? Such a fool, I felt. He kept smiling. I wish I can erase that smile away because I want to cry so bad. I want to say, stop smiling; can't you see I'm hurting?

If I would have known, I would have told you before. I didn't know..of course. No one knew. It hurts to know you're with another, but I'm happy for you (:
I feel numb inside. This feeling makes me want to ignore the whole world. It makes me want to curl away into the corner. Cry silently.
I hope she loves you. She better not make you cry because she had the most wonderful guy ever.

<3

He started as a friend, and he still is. I'm trying not to let these feelings overwhelm me..., but I think I like him more than a friend. I could've wanted him more than a friend, but I didn't expect so. So many "but."
He's someone I can open up to easily. There's this comfortable feeling I have when he's around with me. I can't imagine being nervous around him, but I blush everytime he smiles.
Hung out lastnight at the after-party. When he held my hands on the dancefloor, it surprised me. When our body touched, I can feel him looking at me, captivately. So close to kissing. LOL!

I'm crying silently.
I'm trying not to let them hear me cry.
I'm stronger than this.
I can't give in.

I'm hurting.
I'm in pain.
I can't stop crying.
I can't stop listening to these sad songs.
I kept pretending.

I can't let go.
I have to.
I'm trying.
I'm broken.
I'd realized.

I'm hurting....and hurting..and hurting.

Dude, for reals! Seem like I'm not busy enough Aha! Need to get away from these family dramas. Brings me down everytime. -sigh- Hrms....winter's hitting. I'm probably going to get another fur coat! (: I saw some cute boot heels at Wet Seal the other day, going to get those too! So excited ;D

I need to get on it. Winter clothes!

<3

..affects so many people. I look around me, and I can sense everyone's hearts beating. I look within them, and I see painful memories they'd carried for weeks, months, and years. I told them to don't forget yet slowly move on. It's going to be hard to let go completely and it's going to take years after years, but bare with me. I hate seeing them go through these sort of situations, but why lie to them they can let go? I've been there before.., still living in it today. It's been 2 years and a half now, have I been able to forget..? No.

Yeah! So what if I'm digg'n em' cute chicks? aha.

Anyhow, I've been putting "my nose" into those school textbooks too much. I'm hitting the club! *whoo whoo* I know how to have fun. Do ya'? By the way, Chengo' GIGGLES! By golly. How many guys do ya' know that giggles, eh? lol. Barely, right? So, how's the day so far? I have a lot to do, but I'm going to lay back right now (:

<33*mwahx!

No progress.

I miss him ):

My heart's thinking about someone else....winter's coming. Winter brings memories. Painful memories. I wish I could let go.

Nolee said,"Let go when you know you guys can never be together."
I said,"I wish it's as easy as said."

Kelly said,"You have to be strong."
I said,"This is the strongest I can be."

Tina said,"Meng's my weakness."
I said,"I guess Rich is mine." ):

I'm sitting by the window typing this. I have the window open and I could feel the cold wind brush against my body. It's a nice, comforting feeling, yet the chills made me miss someone. I'm thinking of him...and it brung a smile onto my face (: The best feeling ever. The feelings I'd been searching for ever since. Slowly falling inLOVE. Carefully. No mistake.

Yes, another crazy woman falling inLOVE and expressing herself. It's great to be inLOVE (;