Just when I thought I was over it... MEMORIES! nooo... Haha

I currently have no texting buddy because someone was too gay and couldn't get a line so need a or some.

I think I'm starting to get picky with things, such as with girls I would find interest in. Can you be picky and not be shallow at the same? Can they coexist? I'll pretty much talk and get to know anyone, but I think if it goes further than that I'll become picky now. I've never been picky, I'm not sure if I am or not, but I think I might be...

I hate these long, slow lonely nights at work, it makes me think of things. Like: it's been 2 weeks now and why do I still think of you!! Or why am I so sad!?! Lol

So just the other night I saw a shooting star. We all know that these are fake and your wishes never come true, yet we all still make a wish upon a shooting star just holding on to the small hope that maybe our wishes will come true one day. Will, when I saw this shooting star, it was in the sky for atleast two good seconds. I was lost, I couldn't even think of a wish, usually making a wish comes automatically. But not this time, my mind was to scramble to even come up with anything. Made me think about my life and my current state. Am I that hopeless in life right now??

Ok, I'm so freaken bore right now!! Really, nothing to do, messing with my phone and posting this blog. So I want to kno what do you boy and girls do in your free time? What do you do to kill time, or to get things of you mind? Give me something to do!! Since I'm not planning on going to school this semester I might actually give some of these things a try.

Ok so give me a list of things I can possibly do

Woke up to the sound of my heart beating, I can feel it beating with every thud. It hurts, and things are so fuzzy, yet it's clear that you know what's going on, it's the sound of a heart break. I wanna cry, but no tear flows out. I want to scream but these words didn't mean a thing. It all felt so good and so special, gave me a taste of what I've never had before, teased me and tucked it away. Feels as if I lost something, something so dare and special, but you can't lose something if you never had a hold of it.  So slowly I watch you go. Let time take me home, alone again.