I'm so sick of you trying to be all hard.
When you ain't sh*t for someone who lives so far.
You think your words can hurt me but you are wrong.
You tried to fight me but instead, you got yourself stung.
You think you're better than anyone when really you're just a retard.
Go ahead with that motor mouth while I leave you a lurid scar.

How pathetic are you to think that I'll ever fall for your lies.
Now you wanna come back and apologize.
You're just a stupid dumb b*tch trying to break everyone apart.
Our friendship has ended, there ain't no button for start.

I just want to live my own life.
Be who I can be and fly.
Set my own footsteps,
Feel the breeze blowing my hair and relax.
Be selfish and be ignorant.
Pretend not to feel or be concern.
Just trying to be happy.
People can start laughing,
Because I chose to live differently from being tamed.
I chose to be rebellious rather than being the same.
Life doesn’t stop, its people that do.
We think we have it all, but we don’t even have a clue.
Trying to do what others want, trying to follow their orders.
At the end, you ended up being at a dark corner.

It's been so long since I've had a girl time with my girls. I can feel the distance and ignorance between us ever since stepping out of the sand box, the 4-wheel bicycle rides, the hanging out at the mall, the homecoming events, we all just seem to grow so apart from one another. I would give up one whole day just to catch up and spend time with the girls who I know has always been there for me. I miss us. I miss how it was just us when there was no college life, the workaholic life, the weddings, the baby showers, marriage, all nighter homework, or settlement in different states.

A girlfriend of mine is going through a hard time. She said that her boyfriend is going to break up with her because according to him, she always appeared to be needy, insecure, checks his phone secretly at times, checking his online mails-myspace-facebook-etc., wants to go wherever he goes since she hates being alone by herself at her house, and she never seems to have any plans or errands that she needs to do but be with him.

Isn't it always perfect at the start? Where everything is just so great, wonderful, and breath-taking and it can isolate us from people and society?