When you wake up first thing in the morning i want to be there for you, When your days goes wrong i want to be there and cheer you up and make you laugh, And when your feeling blue and down i want to be there a hug you into my arms, through those raining and sunny days i will be there for you. i want to be that lady who stay up all night play video games with you...I just want to be next to you through my whole life...Life is measure by the time we live, when you get mad or when your happy, im willing to stick with you. B/C your what i have always been looking for in my life.

I hate him, I hate him but I LOVE HIM...never knew that i would needed him so much, i guess what kept me strong was him all along. He made me feel like im the boss of him,, what a QUEEN OF ACES...He's such a loving caring dudd, gosh Joe you made life better. Never thought that such a selffish girl as i am would ever fall in love with my very own enemie...<3you. ~teardrops

I was at work today, and he called me during the afternoon. I had a werid feeling that something is gona happen anytime soon now. As the phone rung, i answered it, and it was him. Is it really him?? or am im just day dreaming about him.?? I was suprise it was him on the phone actually. So we talked about 5 good mintues. He told me that he was outside waiting for me to go out for lunch with him... I didn't wana say no, because i miss him so much since that day. So i did, went out for lunch and chit chatted. I was nevrous so i didn't know what to say to him at all.

i once loved you more then anything, i gave you my heart & soul, but you sold it as if i was nothing. My feeling are torn, my tear shatter, and im gone. Trusted you the most, but you stab my everything my heartbreaker. Probably i wasn't good enough, or probably i didnt have everything like her, thats why i never come by the coner of your eyes. But, everything always have to come to an end, now. I know that maybe you didn't want to break my heart, but o'well you didn't break my heart, you had killed me already.

we have been together for a year now, and ever since we been together it seems like we're never understand each other. I love him darely because of what? i have no clue, why do i love him so much? I want us to break up, but its so hard at the moment. I tried to let it go, but at the end i end up back with him. The same old same over and over again, im sick n tired of the same old routine. If this isn't working out, we should go on our own ways. sniff, im srry, cause i dont wana hurt you or myself, you have done so much for me to be happy, but im not.

the word marriage means a lot in life, its like giving apart of you to someone special...but one thing that still kills me is, what if in the future, the kind of love you always wanted is not there no more...im scared and i don't wana experience that kind of pain.

OMG, i had a dream that it was snowing...Omg i can't wait so i could go skiing with the bf and the fam...How fun!!! But Mn is getting colder each day, hopefully lots of snow this year...^_^