jesus christ lord have mercy...could the new year suck even worst?!!!seriously i need to get out of STATE!..ssome one who could be sooooo generous lend a helping hand?!!

I am so angry at my so call boyfriend. geez ya think when a guy give you his words he would actually get it in his head and come through? i understand he works a very early morning shift but you know you got something planned later on so dont forget!..if i didnt call him and reminded him before he took this very long nap he would of forgotten!!..he thought i was going to do the party tomorrow..on halloween? im not stupid! people needs to go trick-or-treat..i even told him this whole week i was excited about this bday party.

She and He's love story...

They met when both their friends got to together for a fun summer year. Everyone was devoted to having fun that year of 04. That's when He and She first met and a love story struck. 3 months later everything seems to be going fine until one day He's family decided to move out of town. Although it was only 30 minutes away from the city but He would feel that he would be too far away from She. Their love life became a sort of long distance relationship. Of course they were still in high school and so it was very hard for them to see each other. Every moment that He can find to come see She he would. But that didn't happen too often so He started to take the car at night when everyone was sleeping. One night when He's sibling found out that their car is missing they started blocking the car with a another car(which was manual) so He couldn't drive the other one out. But He did somehow drove it off the lot. After that incident He didn't want to go back home since everything was so hard. He decided to stay a runaway and went from house to house staying with friends. Of course She let He stayed at her house too. Hiding him in her bedroom they would spend every moment together.

Hello there. i will not spell my name BUT its pronounce MAI-KI..The name was given to me by THE DAD...I've actually been embarrassed to say my name because it wasn't very common..IDK WHY. SOOO through out my elementary years i've called myself MAISEE and got used to it. until middle school when one of my guy friend decided to call me MOUSEY..just because maisee=MICEY. i was ok with it at first but then it totally got so annoying i've decided to rename myself, MACY. As soon as i entered high school teachers were like "HOW DO YOU PRONOUNCE YOUR NAME?" ijust simply tell tell IT'S MACY.

oh yeah..victory has been met!im officially done with finals..LOL FOR NOW..i am done with this quarter's classes i feeling like im flying with colors! i know i did GOOD on my tests..oh my GEEZERS only 1 class AGAIN..i guess im currently back to being a half time student..which is TOTALLY GAY! i mean HELLO? can i get a little info before seeing my schedule changed right before my eyes! oh well..i guess now im only going to being going to school for 2 days i can catch up on everything else..GEEZ when is this nightmare going to be over..so i can start a new one..HAHA!

OMGOSH..I am what? so old..old enough and shouldn't be afraid of presenting in front of those blinkless eyes. SH*&T!. SERIOUSLY why? I careless of what people think of me..or do i? Ain't I the loudest person everyone i know KNOWS that. BUT! in front of class or anywhere you CAN'T hear me!!!!!Where did my voice go??!?!!it's like i dont have a voice..like i never spoke before..nothing comes out of my mouth..not a sound..OHHHHHHH how can i overcome this fear?!! i've tried looking elsewhere..the ceiling the back wall and nothing! i say nothing works!..oh man and i have a midterm next monday!