maaaaan its really been a long time since i been here. hows everyone doing?
to all the New ppl on HP what's up manes Mex
( it don't hurt be nice sometimes )
to all my old friends whats up?
i really missed you all (
does any one know what happen to the chattroom ?

whats up people?
man its been a long time since i've been here..i think i m gonna stay on HP for good now.Anyways hows every one?
well as for me im stranded in Kansas City..idk any one here or anything about this place...sad huh.

Ok so I was thinking to my self..
I haven't been here for a wile so I think il check out the couch..
To my surprise I can't get back on it or see anything.
I hit four pages and I guess that was the end of it.
(>_<)

I got home at 2:30am, I was bike riding on the way home from down town.
I almost forgot what the city looked like at night.. Its lovely.. I was at the park and looking over the rail on the mississippi river.
That reminded me of my dream girl and how she would want to walk down here at night, I doze away for a second and as I looked at the river and the little waves that it made, made my thoughts come quick.
I imagined me and her holding hands and taking a slow walk all the way down to the water fountain.
I ran my two fingers in her hair and pushed it behind her ear..

Man ... I'm sad.
It's Sunday night ( Monday morning) and I can't sleep, so I'm laying down here on my couch, looking out the window.
I have my head phones on and listening to music, listening to our 2 song (perfect two and us against the world), sigh...
I have never though about anyone as much as I'm thinking about you right now.
As I look out the window I stare at the moon that's full and bright, the sky is so clear and the stars are shining, the night is warm and comfy.

Practice with my phone

My dream girl

She has to be Honest and loyal, Understanding, playful with a good and bad attitude 
( cause there are times that I love a little angel with a pitch fork and a evil smile ).
She has to know how to cook, someone I Can play with in the kitchen or any location.
( I don't care what it is as long as it's not the same dish every day )
She must have Real good hygienes, cause I have them too ( hey I want to show off my Asian or Mexican barbie doll ) and energetic, but most of all not be insecure.

So my girlfriend and me broke up
Damn ... I feel like a part of me has been taken away.
Like nothing has a meaning anymore, we dint dump one another we just Came to an agreement.
There's times when I feel like life doesn't want my to get my things straight, like it wants me to drown with nothing but problems, like nothings ever gonna work out.
She always Made me smile and made me happy so this loves is not to blame.
She quit on giving excuses and even gave me the world, 
That moment slowly began as soon and she said
" yes baby, il be your girl"

Dear god
could you ease the pain?
please wash me from my sins and let the scars remain,
trying so hard to reach for the clouds but they seem so sigh
I'm representing the ghetto life until the day I die.
Elementary years and play ground wars stories,
Shooting marble in the sand box for play ground territory. 
Future hood rats in pigtails playing jet,
Kong-Fu slippers dirty socks that dint Match.
Socks for mittens, Using cotton sheets for curtains,
they say gods up stairs but i'ma keep on searching.
Dear lord ... Relieve my pain? 

To my future pet
I want to see how far you can actualy reach on your wingspand
I don't mind having you crawl on me, but I wanna know how smart you can really be.
I wanna know if you can understand me?
But most if all,
I love how your ugliness makes you look so cool.

There are times when I want to do so many things,
like I'm running out of time.
I feel rushed and I feel like I can't breath, I look for you but your not
There.
I try to talk to people about my problems but they don't understand,
All they can advise me is to hang in there when in reality they don't know what I'm going thru.
I'm tired of trying, tired of pushing my self till I have no more strength, I'm tired of trying so hard.
I talk don't talk to people for comfort, lol that would be a stupid reason
Instead I talk to them because everyone needs someone to talk to .... Right ?

im all of the above

1.The Playful Flirt
How you'll recognize him: Ever meet a guy at a bar or party who's clearly into you, the repartee between you so frisky, you can practically hear the "click"... and then poof! He disappears, never calls, totally goes MIA? This is the Playful Flirt. With charm that could melt an ice cap, he makes you feel on top of the ozone layer. He chats you up, knows how to flatter without being obvious, and never takes his eyes off of you.

all right here we Go
18 + only

"Where are you" i asked.

"In the bedroom, on the bed." she haid

"Are you sitting up or laying down"

"I am laying back against pillows," She replied.

"Silk, I presume"

"Yes, silk." The small talk went on for quite some time. she asked questions about every detail of my room. Furniture, lighting, music playing; I guess she wanted to build the image of where I was, what my surroundings looked like, how it smelled, and what it sounded like. In detail I replied to all her questions. Then I asked her.
"What are you wearing"

First of all i would like to say that im not a bad person if you get a chance to talk to me.
(the people that i talk to here on HP know what im talking about)
Also when i say Hi to any girl here on HP.. im not trying to get with you so stop acting all stuck up(not all girls, Just the ones that act like there s.h.i.t don't stink).., Im just greeting you, its my way of showing manners and respect towards you.
To the bullies and net bullies i have something to say.

You tould me i was everything you ever wanted, that i was perfect in every way.
The years that we spent were amazing and we did everything together, we were on top of the world and i was there for you when you needed me the most.
I was there to whipe your tears, to hould you close and kiss your eyes and tould you that things will be fine, I gave you all my heart and soul to you.
I devoted all my attention to you and never left your side when you felt alone.
I gave you promises that were sealed with kisses that never got broken, untill this day i still dont understand what i did wrong ?