Woke up to the sound of my heart beating, I can feel it beating with every thud. It hurts, and things are so fuzzy, yet it's clear that you know what's going on, it's the sound of a heart break. I wanna cry, but no tear flows out. I want to scream but these words didn't mean a thing. It all felt so good and so special, gave me a taste of what I've never had before, teased me and tucked it away. Feels as if I lost something, something so dare and special, but you can't lose something if you never had a hold of it.  So slowly I watch you go. Let time take me home, alone again. 

Ok, sometimes we face a Decision in life that matters about our future. There so much more Divorce nowadays that I am more up against Marriages than Divorce. 5-10 years down the road, couples would split and fight over 401(k), child placement, child support, assets, home, and watever u can think of. Then they start talking shzt about each other. Only few makes it to 120 xyoo. So do you think it's better to get married or stay friends (w/ benefits)?

Dare I not wake up on this dream of mine
On a whimsical fantasy that is love.
I implore you love to cast out these binds
of lust's desire, set me free and wake me

Whimsical is it not when your mind is tricked by it.
Powerless to thine mind, hurtful to one's soul.
Mezmerized. Bewildered and yet longing.
For you love for my happiness' sanity.

Wake up oh foolhearted mind of mine
For it is hurting.
Stop turning back my frail heart of mine
and set me free...

When somebody says they aren't picky, you know right away that they're lying. Even if it's someone who is the nicest person you know, they at least have some sort of standards and expectation of someone else.

Having a set standard doesn't always mean picky, but once you think about it thoroughly, it is similar. You become specific in choosing the characteristics and little details of someone. It doesn't necessarily have to be picky about looks, but personality, behaviors, dressing, talking, and small things like that play a big role.

Just Click Play... I Find This Really Inspiring.

When we hear the word Love, what do we think of? Our first impression is a Significant other. Love as in bf/gf sort of thing. and then we'll probably carry on to things like family and friends.

I grew up in the Catholic Hmong Community. As a child i disliked attending Church. Up until i found the interest in Singing along with the words of God. Since then, i've been a Believer of Christ.

Lina you gotta reply to my fuccking blog! You told me to!

One day as I was walking down the alley of ... street and ... avenue, I saw a neon purple light flash me. Turned out it was an Asian girl's mini skirt that had been ripped off just that instant!

OH NO! Oh my .. oh my. oh. oh my gawd. Oh my god! Did i just see someone getting raped?

Darn! I ran my ass to that corner and saw some hot and slightly thick Asian girl getting dragged away into a darker alley.

= Maxie ran her asss after the Asian girl's muffled shouts and caught up with them.

hahaha. who are you married to? or engage?

I'm married to Hub, my 1st love. Hub is a Dell Window XP OS. We got engaged on March 23, 2003 and married on April 5, 2003.

In 2004, we spent countless hours together working on notepad and ms paint. Hub and I were creating images and html code for our new home(page). In 2005, we finally bought us our dream home(page) and were committed to spend our days together in that little home(page).

First things first, my initial statement of intent : I will not be a joking jackasss in the matter of my purpose to tell you something from my opinion Ey and to whoever it applies to.

I will tell you one thing Ey, online relationships CAN happen. IT really depends on who. Whether or not you have met the right man or not, I do not know, but I do know from my personal experiences, that online relationships can happen.

peb haiv neeg moob muaj dating website thiab os?!

Well well, I have known this guy for five years. We went to middle school together and he's liked me from seventh grade. I can tell he always liked me but I never really knew he would say it again.

So, I'm with a man whom I've cherished for many months, going to be a
year now. And so, we've finally worked out our relationship and I'm
just hoping it goes for the better. And my guyfriend, has always been
there for me the whole while. I've called him when my boyfriend made
me cry, he's listened and asked me with the most gentle voice if I

SO! Lately, he and I, this mysterious man whom I've been hating yet
unresistably loving, have hung out today. I skipped school today,
just for the hell of it, because I didn't feel like going to school.
It's the first in four weeks I've skipped, but it's only one day.
I promise.
It was a great day. He's finally starting to make money now, and is
really engaged at his job. Should I trust this relationship?
We went up north, and he kept trying to buy me clothes and shoes
and such, but the person I was, I just wasn't used to him buying me

This is my blog. SexNerd's blog. I want to point out a few points.

First of all, be proactive peoples; =)
I've seen blogs about people hating each other,
and people being called posers and etc...

Others can not make you angry. Think about it.
They have the ability to change your feelings,
but you are the one who controls your anger.
They can call you a b itch, and you don't have to
get mad about it.
You choose only, to get mad because it insults you
or categorizes you into a group you wish not to be
with.

Anyways. Lately, nothing's been happening. I have not

That's correct. I may be a stranger to you all, but my story may be of
relations to some.|

I come from a family of many. I live in Minnesota, and I'm still a upperclassmen at a high school. I'm currently dating a man, whom claims to "love me" with all his souls and heart. For the past six months, we have only been arguing nonstop. I'm a very optimistic and playful person, so I'm very positive that's whats been keeping us strong.

Ok, I just met a new guy. I thought he was cool, but after
I gave him my msn, turned out he was pretty much a dumbass.
My sn is SEXNERD, it does NOT mean that I am a horny bastard.
He would always turn my words around and tell me I'm so dirty and
naughty minded, when I'm just speaking common sensed things.
That's a typical way I've met guys in the past. Anyways.

One day, I was already pissed off enough already, I just logged
on msn for a few split seconds, then he ims me and says.

"hey, didnt say hi. fine. bye."
expecting me to reply back all fast and sorrowful.

Well, I would like to know your views on arguing. =)
Is it neccessary for a relationship to work?

Personally, the man I've been with for almost a year now has always
been putting me down. He always argues with me on the slightest things.
For example, if I tell him I'm tired, he'll always come back at me
with the line, "You think I'm not tired too?" I hate that, how he thinks.
Well, he never really had his education so I would understand that part
but its very much to the point of common sense. I'm young and getting
older year by year but I know that I'm a very smart lady. I was

Hello, hello. Well before I start, just a basic introduction. MY pen name is Andre Lee... It's the name I'm going to be using when I write. Why use a pen name? well it's to keep things interesting. Anyways... I'm going to be posting up a Love story I wrote. It's going to be based on my mom and dad's life. Incredible as it seems... underneath the exterior of what is my mom and dad, there really is an awesome love story that is full of emotions. I didn't belive it either till I put it all on paper. Anyways, here's a teaser.. Enjoy, and please give me feedback =D.

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11/23/09

I decide to take my poems down. Thanks to those who spend their time reading my poems <3

I met my husband in college. He was a bad boy, with no ambitions but to hang out with his boys. When we started dating he changed himself. He did a total 360. Everyone was so amazed and thought that he only changed himself to be with me.. to have my love and acceptance. We got married within our first year of dating and things were great-- or so i thought they were.

So since there are so many people out there who are always falling in love, what do you people think the feeling of love comes from??? is it a feeling that the mind create or is it a feeling that your actual heart create??? haha my theory use to be that it just a feeling that your mind create but when love hurts you, your chest seem to hurt a lot and the pain seem to be coming from the heart... so what you people think?

They say if you love someone you should let them go, but they never say what to do when that someone don't come back....
Welps should you kill yourself or what should you do if that person dont come back lol

y is it that, u alwayz try to make me come back
jus so i can take a long last look at'cha fat-
booty, and i dont kno wat ur really tryin'ta do to me
but u got me stopped and starin' like im watchin' a movie.

then u go ahead, make it bounce from left to right again
for you girl? every single penny i would spend.
and now u got tha hidden dragon rock solid in sheets,
so this is for u, sung or even spit within' a beat.

i cant believe that u got me all fixin'
jus so one day, i could think that u would be cookin' in my kitchen.
bein' my baby girl, and me givin' u diamond pearls

I can tell that my game is not maxxed,
but on the other hand i kno that its unmatched.
Too shy to crawl by, wonderin if u can fly into-
a window, the one where i imagine myself with u.

cuz we're like computers, we need time for us to sync
one kiss from u, and i'll feel like i had an alcoholic drink.
gettin' closer every second, while im weak in the knees
i'll guarantee, if you with me, that every night u'll be pleased.

all im lookin for is luv, sorry to knock on your door
cuz your are one level above, i waz hopin' that i could soar-

can an uncle date a niece?

and

auntie date a nephew...??

o.O

this world is so weird...
im not trying to be a noob at this
i already knew they can date but...
this is not right at all.....

is there something wrong with it?
i dont see it.. =/

So Im sitting here I just joined hmongpride. Someone sent me a message asking why I was on a hmong website? The answer is I'm trying to find a hmong girl in fresno. I have a problem though... EVERY HMONG GIRL TELLS ME THEY CANT TALK TO ME BECAUSE THEIR PARENTS WILL KILL THEM IF THEY FIND OUT THEY ARE DATING A WHITE BOY!!!!! I speak alot of hmong and everytime I meet hmong people young or old THEY REALLY LIKE ME! Can someone help me^^ im a great guy... im just a white guy^^

Here i am, staring directly into her eyes
while she notices or not she turns her head, and a part of me dies.
Without her recognition, i feel buried underground.
all tha pain she puts me through, my love is not yet lost or found.

For her to understand tha crushing feelings in my heart.
The exact opposite instrument would be played, instead of a harp.
My sorrows in confusion left me there to drown.
Having her intruding my face, my love is yet lost and found.

The first Day I Knew You
It was the best Day of My Time

Each Day that I Chat with You
It Brighten My Night

Whenever I Close my Eyes
I Wonder
"What should I Do"
"Oh Girl, what should I Do"

I Think of You
Even Though,
When we're not on the Phone together

I could Hear your Sweet Voice
Whispering my Name in My Ears

Every Time I Wonder
It makes my Heart Jump a Beat

"I lost my Mind"
"Oh Girl"
"I'm Losing it"
"Oh I'm Losing it"

The first Night I Seen You
It was the Best time of my Life

Each Night that We're Together
The Stars Shine Brighter