Confession Thread.

ExpectedCaprice's picture

Your Confessions

Just decided to make a little thread where people can randomly make their confessions. Doesn't have to be about this one person having a crush on another person, no. Anything in general is fine.

I'll go first then. :bigsmile:

Hrmm. Where to start? I wanna make a confession to this one person. He's all in the past, but thinking about what I did to him, damns. I'm a total jerk. I'll have to admit, I did look down upon him. For some reason, simply because a person isn't doing so well in school, I'll immediately label them as idiots. They're slow. You can lie your way through and they won't realize a thing. As much as I would hate to admit, that was what was going through my mind when I hung out with him. I was ashamed to tell others about him and tried so hard to not acknowledge him within my family's presence. Used him as my entertainment. Used him as a temporary back pillar. Toyed with his feelings when I knew I had no interest in sticking with him for long.
Even though I wanted to hang out with him so much, whenever I was with him, I would think Why am I with this foo? I can do so much better. Karen, just clench your teeth and get these 3 days over with. He's going back to his place soon enough and you won't ever have to deal with him anymore. Conceited, selfish thoughts. Those times that he wanted to get close, it wasn't because I was shy that I pushed him away. I didn't want others to see that we had anything to do with each other. Ignore him. Avoid eye contact. Just turn your back on him, he'll one day realize your message. Apparently, my expectations were too high and he wasn't a mind reader, so he never got my message.
Thinking back to that day, I don't regret doing what I did or what I had said. If time was turned back to that day, I'd still do the same thing. As harsh as those words had seemed, they were as honest as truth can get. I knew I didn't have to put it in such a cruel way, but I was afraid. Afraid of giving him hopes and hurting him again. I wanted to end it. And quickly at that. Cut off all contacts with him. Erased him from my thoughts and erased him from my life.
With him, the feelings fade quickly, or perhaps they had already faded even before I had realized it. But chances make me wonder, if only I weren't so mean that day, if only you weren't so blinded by your feelings, if only I had been patient enough, would we still have stayed friends? But then again, since things did turn out the way they did, I'm thankful we did cut off all ties. I can't help but feel disgusted by his actions. Every time I stumble across him, my heart would writhe of guilt. Haven't I hurt you enough? Why are you still chasing after me? Why are you making yourself stoop so low? So low to the point that you're seeking help from my family to convince me to be with you? Makes me sad to think that I've terribly ruined an innocent boy's pride.

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STFU's picture

damn women are too evil, no

damn women are too evil, no wonder all the nice guys turned into jerks or perverts. you ladies are too evil on how you treat us innocent guys, no wonder you bleed for so any days and dont die. YOU ARE A FUcCKKEN DEMON!!!

i want you for breakfast, lunch and dinner

Rok's picture

That's quite a confession.

That's quite a confession. :)

My confession is:

Sometimes I feel like banning everyone on HP so that they'll feel like crap.

Edit: Confessions Part 2:

Sometimes I hate you guys but I don't show it.
Sometimes I hate myself but I deal with it.
I'm nice to you because I'm a real bitch putting up a show.
Sometimes I'm irritated by you all.
Yes, I know that I'm annoying.

Edit: Confessions Part 3:

When all else fails, roll a booger ball and toss it in the opposite direction.
I don't pay attention while driving because I'm busy thinking about why I'm driving.
I drive slow when I'm awake and I drive fast when I'm half awake.
March 3rd, 2010, HP is active but strange tonight.
I must confess that I no longer have any truthful confessions to make anymore.

Ey's picture

My Confession There are many

My Confession

There are many confessions that I would love to write on here but I WON'T. I'll only write ONE! HERE COME MY CONFESSION:
I’m still in love and still love my ex fiancé. He was the ONLY man who had my whole heart and he was MY FIRST LOVE! We had a great relationship living together until his cousin came to live with us. THAT’S WHEN MY WHOLE LIFE CHANGED!!Here’s my little story out: I would wait for him until 4 in the morning everyday. He would come home drunk and act sweeter than before. It got me thinking what has he been doing? Why is he acting weird towards me? So I went to investigated on him. A cousin of mine and I followed him to his cousin apartment. I called his cousin and see if he was there and they lied to me that he wasn‘t. He came down stair and chat with me. He said it was over. The girl he was cheating on me with came down stair and told him to go up stair. I watched them leave together. I cried so hard that night. I wasn’t so sure what to do anymore.Later a week went by, I went for a check up and found out that I was 2 month pregnant. I didn’t tell anyone beside my cousin. She eventually told her husband and his whole side families suddenly found out. Since he was the last one to know, he came up to me and said “That’s not my baby so get the FUCC out of my face. I never want to see you ever again.” I walked away and was trying to hold back my tears. But every step I took the tears just kept on falling. I didn’t know what to do. If I should keep the baby or not. His childhood friend followed after me and stay by my side the whole time I cried outside. I didn’t know what to do but just cry knowing that he doesn’t want to be part of our life. His families tripped at him saying that he has no right. Since no one can get straighten him up, his mother took me away back to RI. That was the last time I seen him until 2 month later.. I decided to give up the baby during October because I thought it was for the best. My mother in law was very disappointed and cried. My ex came back, tripped at me and beat me up because he found out I was leaving him permanently. His mother barged in and yelled “How dare you hit my daughter! She’s leaving because you told her so.” He stopped and drove off with his cousin. I was bruised up and bleeding. His best friend rushed over and took care of me. The next week, My 3 best friends and I packed all my stuff and they helped me carried them to my parents car. There I left.. Somehow being away from him made me missed him more. I wanted to come back and stay with him but I hold back and be strong. Since the day I left, he changed but I was not willing to give in. He came from RI train to where I lived and asked me to go back with him. I told him yes but I never showed up. He waited in the cold rainy outside by himself. That was the last time I heard from him and that was the last of us.. To this day I still miss my ex fiance. Sometimes I wonder if I went on the train with him, how will my life be like 5 years ago? Would we still be together til now? Will my unborn child be running around? When I think about this, it makes me want to cry. It was both at fault. I will not blame on him. If only I was patient enough to hold everything in and pretended it like nothing happen. BUT I guess my patient couldn't hold in any longer.It does hurt knowing he's married to someone else, he has 2 kids now and living happily. No matter what even happen between us back in the days, I loved him dearly. I wonder why I still love him still? He seem happy? Why can't I be happy? He moved on why can't I? Does that final goodbye has a lot of meaning?

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷEy is a GIRL!:innocent:

ExpectedCaprice's picture

You're clinging to something

You're clinging to something that isn't there anymore. Deceived by what you once knew. I can't provide the answers you seek because I haven't experienced such traumatic events. I can only put out objective viewpoints.
Thanks for sharing your experience though. Must have been rough to whole-heartedly love a person and in the process, lose him.

UnknwnBeauty's picture

Beautiful you shouldn't love

Beautiful you shouldn't love nor cling onto a man who dare hurt you in so many ways, sometimes things in life are just not meant to be. You are a strong and beautiful woman, you deserve to be happy, and you should focus on your life and your future children, your Unborn child would want his/her mother happy and not mourning for a man who never loved her. I love you EyBeautiful.

-Linda.

Ey's picture

To be honest, it's easy to be

To be honest, it's easy to be said then done. I'm clinging onto him because....I'm not sure myself. That's something I haven't figure out yet. Memories runs in my head, memories everywhere I go, and memories I can't seem to let go. They are call memories for a reason but it makes you miss those moment. All I can is because I love him.

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷEy is a GIRL!:innocent:

Geek's picture

My so call greatist

My so call greatist confession's....

-----------------#ONE-------------------
To be Honest! I really miss Linda, shes the 1st girl ever who prove me that there are still great people left in this world, Shes wonderful in all ways, Its just I did her so wrong that She wont come back, my girl now is such a little girl, but then she'll sprout to be a bueatiful flower as long I treat her right and show her the ropes.....
Moral---
*You wont know whats great until you officially loose it* just gotta move on, live life and learn from it.

-----------------#SECOND-----------------
I've shot and stab, alot of people before, inoccent, young, old, fat, boney, who ever. drive by's are like rolling dices, hopeing to get 1, but you could end up getting six..I've even travel to get my target..(flashback) kansas city--TRG (big Joe) shot him directly in person, hahaha, that was fun, but its the past..I dont regret what I did back then, it makes me the man I am today.
Moral---
*don't mess with people you don't know, treat others the way you wanna get treated, there are alot of crazy people still around.

------------------#third------------------
Been arrested 8 times in my life, I might have the nickname geek, but I dont deserve that nickname..Imma convict..
Moral----
*Even the simplest of all mistakes could cause you great harm to your life. live with what you got and what you know. (GROWN UP)

To much to confess, but God's forgivvin me and my sins, If I had to do what I did back then now, I would, we all live life once, and honestly most people dont deserve to breath the air around me, and thats how some people feel about me too..lol

GEEKn On you Hoes!

The Troll Emperor's picture

I have a confession again!

I have a confession again! People always thought that I was a good boy...

So my confession is that I used to be a wannabe gangster. When I was in middle school... my cousin and I used to steal pokemon cards at toy r us!

See I am a bad person! I stay true to my gangster life!

Unknown_Anonymous's picture

Confession #1: I hate you

Confession #1: I hate you all.
Confession #2: I never did like you guys.
Confession #3: You're a b|tch.
Confession #4: I love hate crime. Especially in Hp Chat.
Confession #5: I'm a fake.
Confession #6: I have 13 fingers.
Confession #7: I have false teeth.
Confession #8: I slept with your mom.
Confession #9: I killed my mom's chicken and blamed it on my dog.
Confession #10: I just lied to you all.

Ey's picture

My Confession #2 I wish to

My Confession #2

I wish to find my real father and ask why did he left my mother and I. I cried about this a lot just I never want to show. He was a part of my life for only 1 year and disappeared. People say that it's better than nothing but that's not it. HE LEFT ME WHEN I WAS SICK AND HALF WAY TOWARDS DEATH! while my mother was at the garden. I said to everyone that I don't care him but I do. The only thing I have of him is his picture that my mother showed me last year. I spent 3 years traveling around just to find him and those 3 years with no luck.

Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ƷEy is a GIRL!:innocent:

ExpectedCaprice's picture

I confess, I lost trust for

I confess, I lost trust for you that day.
We were so close together back then. You were my best fried, my partner, my older sister. I envied you because everyone praised your accomplishments. I admired you because you've matured so quickly to be independent. I trusted you because you trusted me. We would share secrets, talk about boys, update each other in our lives. We did everything possible together. If the Three Musketeers were missing a member, that would've been us. You bring up the fact that we're no longer like that anymore and I blame it on our conflicting schedules.
True, it's alot more difficult now to be like how we were back then, but difficulty doesn't mean impossibility. As we're drifting apart, I realized that that day had a bigger impact on me than I had originally thought. I was troubled and came to tell you of my worries. As childish and ridiculous those worries may have sounded, I trusted you to emphasize and kept what was said between us. Instead, you leaked my words to others and in result, I was made a laughing stock. I wasn't present that night, heard it from my mother. She told me about it and laughed. I cried that night. Mom saw the tears but she had no clue what was going on and told me it's not worth crying over. I wasn't crying because I was made into a joke, I was crying because with all the years that you've shared your secrets with me, I've finally gathered up my courage and opened up to you. Yet you've completely shattered it. On that night, I swore, I swore that I'll never tell you of my troubles anymore. Swore that I'll only listen to your secrets and worries, but never share mine. Perhaps it was on that day that I completely closed up. I didn't want you to feel guilt or apologetic, so I pretended everything was fine. Acted as if I'm as open as can be. I guessed it worked, since you've never realized it.

Green3r's picture

CONFESSION ONE: I was a

CONFESSION ONE:

I was a constant liar when I was a young buck, but I have grown and learned that lying is not my thing because I'm a horrible liar.

To be Continue....

Green3r ME--
There's No End to a Beginning That Never Started

Heartlesskayo's picture

Confession #1: I used to come

Confession #1: I used to come in here to play with peoples heart, until i met kesper.
Confession #2: I Fell in Love with Kesper, and left him for Eric.
Confession #3: i would hate kesper for as long as i live.
Confession #4: i'm not sure if i'm telling the truth.

good day. <3

Yes, my default says that I SMACK! so BEWARE. ♥Masterkayo♥

calibur's picture

Many people see me as player

Many people see me as player and a pimp. Many see me as the person who is easily tainted by other's appearance. Many would say I am fool's tool who's used for their devious actions. Many have yet realized I held and control their actions.

Words are spread, I act the opposite. I know many, many knows me but only what i allow them to know. To believe I'm nice, to believe a little flirtation would help me help you. In actuality, you were played by your own emotion.

My confession : I am the emotion you seek for the other half could not provided. I am your shadow. I am what the half you want the other to have.

calibur's picture

@rok : haha. nope! @karen:

@rok : haha. nope!

@karen: haha. In short, if you think you're toying with my emotion, then you are wrong. It is in fact that you are toying with your own, wanting to see the emotions you want to have/crave for from the person you want to be with or be notice by.

@Ey : As I explain to karen, yes. I am you in a sense that the way you toy with someone's emotion is what you want to receive from the person you want to be with or be noticed by.

Green3r's picture

CONFESSION TWO: Every time I

CONFESSION TWO:

Every time I think about my grandma who has passed when I was fourteen and the promise I made her, I'll sit in my room and cry looking at her picture. I cry to her because I am unsure if I'm capable of making her happy when she's looking over me. My grandma is the number one person in my life. Whenever I go back to Mn and I visit her grave, I am unable to hold back my tears. So, I cry silently not letting my parents or siblings see my tears fall. I don't like having people see me cry.

To be Continue....

Green3r ME--
There's No End to a Beginning That Never Started

Little Piigy's picture

I guess its time for me to

I guess its time for me to confess too than.

Confession # 1: I copy from other people and gets a better score then the person whom I copy my work from.

Confession # 2: I am a Vang. Sorry I lie about my name.

Confession # 3: I hate DENTAL, but I am majoring in it.

Confession # 4: I skipped my dental class almost four times a week to get breakfast and lie that I have doctors appointment

Confession # 5: Sometime when I say "I Love You" to my bf, i dont really mean it. I am horrible with feeling.

Confession # 6: I cried to my great grandma picture when ever I feel sad or miss her a lot.

Confession # 7: When I dont feel like going to school, I fake an illness and stay "home sick..."

Confession # 8: -hope bf never read this- I lied to him when I dont want to hang out with him because I rather spend time with my families and friends.

Confession # 9: this goes to someone on here... Sorry I lied to you about myself about being a guy and having 4 kids. Sorry I wated your time and pissed you off.

The End.... I think :D

Music Soothe My Soul

Little Piigy's picture

I guess its time for me to

I guess its time for me to confess too than.

Confession # 1: I copy from other people and gets a better score then the person whom I copy my work from.

Confession # 2: I am a Vang. Sorry I lie about my name.

Confession # 3: I hate DENTAL, but I am majoring in it.

Confession # 4: I skipped my dental class almost four times a week to get breakfast and lie that I have doctors appointment

Confession # 5: Sometime when I say "I Love You" to my bf, i dont really mean it. I am horrible with feeling.

Confession # 6: I cried to my great grandma picture when ever I feel sad or miss her a lot.

Confession # 7: When I dont feel like going to school, I fake an illness and stay "home sick..."

Confession # 8: -hope bf never read this- I lied to him when I dont want to hang out with him because I rather spend time with my families and friends.

Confession # 9: this goes to someone on here... Sorry I lied to you about myself about being a guy and having 4 kids. Sorry I wated your time and pissed you off.

The End.... I think :D

Music Soothe My Soul

Little Piigy's picture

I realize I have more

I realize I have more confussion. SIGH! :|

Confession #10: I dont want to be with my bf any longer! He is acting up on me and I hate the fact that I actually tried to be a good gf

Confession #11: I am scared of life and being successful

Confession #12: I am scared that life will go on and I will be lost in tiime not realizing times has change

Confession #13: Although I never show my love to my parents, I would cry and miss them like crazy if they were to ever walk out of my life.

Confession #14: I lied to people when I dont want to hang out with them.

Confession #15: Sometime I would ask my mommy if I could sleep on the sofa with her.

Confession #16: I actually wanted to date a Hmong guy, for a while. LOL.

Confession #17: I am not the good girl people think I am to be. I have issue.

Confession #18: I am a GUY posing as other people! :D

Music Soothe My Soul

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