DO U EVER FEEL LIKE LIFE IS MESSED UP AND U CANT SEEM TO CONTROL IT???...WELL THATS WATS GOING ON RITE NOW.....MY LIFE IS SO MESSED UP ATM AND ALL I CAN DO IS CRY....MY BF IS BEING SUCH A JERK...I WANT US TO WORK OUT BUT HE KINDA WANTS US TO WORK OUT....FUK HIM...WATS THE POINT...WE BROKE UP TODAY....I CANT STOP CRYING AND HURTS LIKE CRAZY........HE'S MOVING ON IN HIS LIFE LIKE WE NEVER HAPPENED....HE SAYS THAT THERE'S TOO MUCH GOING ON IN HIS LIFE RITE NOW.....FUKEN ASSHOLE....I ASKED HIM "WATS GOING ON U CAN TELL ME"....ALL HE SAYS IS "****"....YEA RITE FUKER....IF U DNT WANT US TO WORK OUT THEN JUSS SAY SO....DNT FUKEN DRAG ME ON LIKE WERE NOTHING.....U PLAYED WITH MY HEART AND NOW I JUSS DNT KNOE ANIMORE....WATS LEFT IS JUSS BROKEN PIECES....I TOLD U EVERYTHING....THINGS THAT I WOULD HAVE NEVER TOLD ANIONE ELSE AND I TRUSTED U....NOW I REALIZE THAT IM JUSS A FOOL....IM A DUMBASS AND I SHOULD HAVE NEVER SAID YES WHEN U ASKED ME OUT....WTF WERE WE TO U ANIWAYS???....FOR REALS THE LEAST U CAN DO IS ANSWER THAT FOR ME...BUT I KNOE U WONT KUZ UR A PUSSY LIKE THAT....EVERYONE TOLD ME "OH HES NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR U" "HE'LL BREAK UR HEART" "HE'S JUSS ANOTHER GUY"....WELL I TOLD THEM THAT I DIDNT CARE WAT THEY THOUGHT...AS LONG AS U LOVED ME AND I LOVED U THEN WE WERE FINE....I GUESS I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED TO THEM.....U WERE JUSS ANOTHER GUY....JUSS ANOTHER RANDOM GUY WHO CAME AND WENT...I CANT BELIEVE THAT I ACTUALLY BELIEVED THE LIES U FED ME...LIKE U LOVED ME AND THAT U WANTED US TO WORK OUT EVEN IF WE WERE FAR AWAY....I REALLIE WANTED US TO WORK BUT I GUESS EVERYTHING I THINK DOESNT MATTER....IM JUSS AN IDIOT...IM A FUKEN DUMBASS FOR EVEN BELIEVING IN U....THINKING THAT U WERE THE ONE....UGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!....FUK...DAMN HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID...WAT A FUKEN DUMBASS I WAS....****....IM THROUGH....I GIVE UP ON GUYS ON LIFE ON EVERYTHING....THERE'S NO POINT ANIMORE....