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how are you like while you're with you're significant other's family?
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comfortable
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talkative
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simply just stay away
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Of heart and mind <---- [......]

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Dare I not wake up on this dream of mine
On a whimsical fantasy that is love.
I implore you love to cast out these binds
of lust's desire, set me free and wake me

Whimsical is it not when your mind is tricked by it.
Powerless to thine mind, hurtful to one's soul.
Mezmerized. Bewildered and yet longing.
For you love for my happiness' sanity.

Wake up oh foolhearted mind of mine
For it is hurting.
Stop turning back my frail heart of mine
and set me free...

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I like!

I'll See You In Hellven. If I Don't, I'll Still Know You're There Somewhere.

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Heart:

It was not your fault but mine
To have played you with my love
I needed someone and now you are my confidant
For me to burst out these emotions

Forgive me if im weak and without thought
Forgive me if I *beat* this strong
Forgive me if I hurt you with reasons
Forgive me for being me

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Mind:

Im sorry for not heeding your call

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Heart:

Why do you not talk with me?
Can you not see me?
Can you not feel me?
Can you not hear me?

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Mind:

Must I be without reason?
To know what right and what is wrong
For I am not used to having these emotions
And yet im drawn by you

I can't think straight anymore
For now all I see is you
All I think of is you
All my reason is you

To cast you away will do us good
To breathe this thin air of space
Let me be the vile and the ruthless
To save thee and to save me

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Heart:

I do not understand
Why can't I understand?
Do you have to be this deep?
Where is my comfort?

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Tongue I will continue this soon.. I do hope that people reading this would love it. This is of heart and mind, the two most powerful pieces of love.

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Do continue!

I'll See You In Hellven. If I Don't, I'll Still Know You're There Somewhere.

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A lot of people can relate to the words you have written. Please do continue writing your thoughts and ideas for us to read.

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It is through experience
That we learn the bittersweet side of love
There is no right or wrong
But the happiness of giving comfort

Even if it would hurt us
Even if it would scar us
Even if it would consume us
As long as that person smiles that gentle smile
Then we feel peace...

Of heart and mind there is harmony
A euphemism of unity made out of compromise
The will to protect it. The denial of letting go
Love in its purest form

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Mind:

I have given you comfort and in return you have given me pieces of memories' past. I have started to wonder and with it came doubt. I wanted to erase them from you but why do they still linger?

A clue of somthing that's of value
A clue to unlocking you

Do trust me when I say that it is ok
But be kind enough to share them for it is haunting me

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I like this one.....

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Smile Go on, please.

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Oh My Damns! Continue Laughing out loud

"It's just me and my guitar"
♥ Happy =)

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Somthing about the poem....

For you see it has a twist. That there comes a time when the mind is the dominant factor in either one of us and heart on the other. And then it would switch places, one prioritizing heart and the other siding on mind.

How wonderful and secure the feeling is when both heart and mind are at level with each other.

How enchanting and powerful when both heart dominates.

How wise and peaceful when both mind is in order.

They apply on both lovers. For they are the spice of things to come.

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Heart:

Let us not delve on such hurtful past
But rather enjoy the happiness that we are now
For you see I chose to be with you
And with that it means I love you

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Shock so good.
i love reading your heart and mind post...

Music Soothe My Soul

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More? Laughing out loud

I'll See You In Hellven. If I Don't, I'll Still Know You're There Somewhere.

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Aww. I love it! Smile
It's making my inside tingly x)

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♥ Happy =)

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Not a day would go by that I would look back on these meaningful chapters of my life...

It gets you back to those times of wanting.
Longing for that comfort, we submit.
Blissful to the world, we feel at peace.

Such happiness refuge to serenity
Only to be caught offguard to a mockery of lies
Lies that never meant to hurt but protect

Still nothing matters. That person only matters.
But why is there a need to unlock things?
Why do we hunger for the truth?

Love matters and so does the facts of hurt.
Hurt matters for it gives value to love.
That person matters for through that person,
Love and hurt would exist

Of heart and mind we are made human
We are made perfect through our imperfections
Its our imperfections that we question things.

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I love this one Smile

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Mind:

Im confused, I thought the two of you were done?
Why did I see you in that person's car?
Can you even take it that after spending time with me
You then spend the remaining time with that person?

It hurts. I need to know things.

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Heart:

Im sorry for hurting you for I never meant it
Im the only one who understands that person.
I love you and your getting hurt because of me

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The spice of things come...

Even if it would hurt us...

Even if it would scar us...

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Laughing out loud

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I love love love this!

"It's just me and my guitar"
♥ Happy =)

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Mind:

The once butterflies in my stomach now turns into unrelenting pain.
It is agony for me to realize the truth on your great escapes
That when you go off to someplace "my heart" is overshadowed with doubt. Of fear. My senses were telling me the truth and yet I did not listen.

Knowing that you are currently with that person cripples me to my knees. I get weak and enraged with betrayal that I want to question further. To know what is really the truth.

Truth be told. I cant think.
"Why?" is followed by another "why?"
My love is tainted and yet I cannot yeild

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Heart:

Can you not see that most of my time are spent with you?
That at the end of the day its you that I talk to and longed for?
That person only wants my company. I understand him.

Please don't burden yourself too much because of me.
Im sorry. I love you.

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The only thing that was clear was that you love the person
That you have that someone in your life.
Nothing else matters...

Or so you thought...

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Kazki wrote:
Please don't burden yourself too much because of me.
Im sorry. I love you.

Gahh!! Angry

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Yes a simple respond with an I love u.
Plain. Not able to explain things.
Yet there is a hint of tiredness from the person.
As if there was a long struggle...

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Heart:

Please lets not talk about it
How was your day?
I missed you.

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To heart:
Like a violin without harmonics
You sounded like a broken string

To mind:
And yet you still try to pluck that missing note
Of discord and agony

For they are composing a song
and it's title is "Truth"

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Laughing out loud

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Whatever I may have done or said, I did them out of love for you. Even if I have lost all my pride and dignity as a man. Even when you forced me away from you. You can't always be right on whatever that you think or decide on. Call me obsessed, immature, without pride, weak, stupid or whatever you can come up with. I guess I deserve them if that is how you feel but do you have to say these things just to get rid of me? Thank you for hurting me..

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I love the way you lie..... Goes to show that people say things that hurt and they lie to the ones they love to protect them...

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To poem the splendors of love
Is not without happiness and sorrow
Feeling with our inner hearts
Knowing reality with our mind
And making way for a mid-summer's dream

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=)

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Heart:

Why are you so stubborn?
Why are you so rentless?
You fight and fight only to end up not knowing what you were fighting for.
What is it that you really want?
What is it that you seek?
Tell me your true intent and let it be.

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Mind:

My intentions were pure
To serve you and make you happy
But you were never content
I know what im fighting for
Im fighting for you
You hit me with wordly things
Desire for stability, car, a house, money
A condition that you are seeking
You do not know that im getting there
And yet you wanted them that instant
These things take time

Now I only feel emptiness
For its not my mind thats working anymore but my heart
And you have blocked those feelings of your heart
With the thinking your mind

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kazki wrote:

My intentions were pure
To serve you and make you happy
But you were never content
I know what im fighting for
Im fighting for you

Ayio, I sincerely love this part.

"It's just me and my guitar"
♥ Happy =)

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This makes me wonder what my hear and min is saying o_o

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♥ Happy =)

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What the heart wants, the mind does not see
What the mind says, the heart does not agree

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Laughing out loud

"It's just me and my guitar"
♥ Happy =)

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"What the heart wants, the mind does not see
What the mind says, the heart does not agree"

...How wonderful and secure the feeling is when both heart and mind are at level with each other.
How enchanting and powerful when both heart dominates.
How wise and peaceful when both mind is in order.

They apply on both lovers. For they are the spice of things to come.

Thank you for understanding how I feel
And thank for letting me know that im not alone,
In this harsh reality of things

Smile

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We all have been in your shoes at least once in our lifetime... It's just the matter of how we deal with it.. And no need to thank me.. I am simply doing what you are doing also... Sharing Smile

And please do continue writing and sharing your thoughts about the intricate mind and heart.

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It ended in such a way that im the heart
Obsessed, betrayed, longing, hurt, rejected
Struggling to fight a losing battle
Wanting to prove that I could be more

The person was now the mind
Without a hint of emotion yet humbled
That someone had gone into great lengths
And now deciding that its for the best

We need to love ourselves first before we could love others
And that we need to be wise on things
Only then can we know how to live and give value to life
And only then can we unravel the story "Of Heart and Mind"

This is my story...

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You, yourself, should be first priority before all others. In most cases, this is easier said then done... Sad

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Bittersweet symphony...