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how are you like while you're with you're significant other's family?
shy
50%
dislike them
4%
comfortable
21%
talkative
14%
simply just stay away
4%
other/s
7%
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trying so hard..
May 17, 2010 - 9:50am
trying so hard to not dislike my sister. trying so hard to say I don't hate her... she have always been there for me... help me when I'm down.. but thing changes, we're older now.
I see myself, having to love her, helping her, caring for her. Even though she physically hurt me a lot of time in the past. I always tell myself not to hate her. To hate her is too strong. This one time she threw a glass cup at me because I was defending our little sister. My forehead bleeded.. a lot... and I told her straight out that from now on I will not see her as the caring sister who I once adore.
I think I bruise her mentally for 3 years when I said that. She avoided me for those three years. It pained me so much. Anywho, I can't, simply can't. I can't hate her but I want to.
She and I aren't born a year apart so we are somewhat similar but our personality is different. I understand her pain but I dunno I can sit here and baby sit her and watch her ruin my life.
Every time I invite her into my life. Something always goes bad. Like how I lose my friends.. and how I lose my ex. -sighs- It's as if we're born to play this sib rivalry role. I don't want it. really. I quit. I weaker than you. I'm your lil. sister. I will never beat you. Plus this rivalry between her and I isn't healthly. I need to end it somehow.... please just release me from these chains we both inherent.
I'm not asking for advices, that is why I posted this here. I'm not mad as hell but I am upset and I simply need someone who's not bias to talk to. -sighs-
I await the day the bond between me and my older sister can be broken.
May 18, 2010 - 12:08pm
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protogirl wrote:
As blunt as this can be, that'll never happen. I mean yeah, you two might one day stop seeing each other so much or you two might not talk to each other anymore, but that doesn't mean that the bond has been broken. You'll eventually think about her, whether you want to or not.
May 23, 2010 - 4:32pm
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Meh, sounds like the relationship I have with my older sister too. I was always there whenever she needed a hand but all I ever got was pain in return. I don't want to hate her but everytime I try not to, she turns the table around. As much as I want to continue to forgive her I can't forget all the things she's done. We still talk but it's not anything personal and what close sisters would say or do. Maybe forgiveness is where I fell... this is simply a part of life. Hope all goes well between both of you.
